Fell In Love With You 《NCT MARK LEE》

Chapter 14- yikes

Again sorry no time to fix gramtical errors.
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I woke up naked with a blanket wrapped over me and a shirtless.

I didn't feel guilty or regretful. It's kind of messed up but I feel relieved. The idea of Mark having sex with another girl pissed me off but now that I did it too I guess I can't be entirely mad at him now .

This is so messed up but I guess I'm just going to be selfish for now.

Hang won opened his eyes from waking up.

" Hey , how you feeling ?" He spoke out in a tired voice.

" better." I said

" you don't hate me right" he asked .

" No not at all , I really needed that ." I said . I kind of felt bad only because I'm kind of taking advantage of him , but he told me he didn't mind at all.

I got up not covering myself since he's already seen everything. I guess best friends with benefits .

" ahh fuck, how the fuck do I tell mark hyung." Hongwon let out.

" however you want to , just don't say , hey I fucked your girl." I said and he laughed.

"I'll do just that." He said and I threw a pillow at him.

Well I showered up and threw on some of Hongwons clothes. Since mine were al dirty.

I checked my phone once I got out and the group chat with me and not blew up.

Ten: where are you ??
Jaehyun: hey young lady it's 2:00 am and you're still not home
Mark:god damn it pick up the fucking phone
Doyoung: just let us know where you are?
Mark: we need to talk .

It's about 7 in the morning and I sent a text back.

minah: hey chill I spent the night at hongwon's place .

Ten: ohh okay no prob he's cool.
Jaehyun: ohh kk we were all worried but I guess it's okay now , we thought you got kidnapped.
Mark: Hongwon's place ....

I ignored marks remark.

I should probably go now. Hong won drive me back to the house and left right after because he had a performance show to do. I walked in and forgot that I was wearing hongwons clothes still. Just a large hoodie and some baggy sweats that looked cute on me.

Ten and Jaehyun attacked me with hugs and I could see mark just standing there.

" omg we were so worried ." Ten oppa said.

I apologized.

" who's clothes are these, there so big on you?"

" oh I didn't have any clothes with me when I was over there so hongwon just let borrow some." They nodded and I saw mark clench his jaw again.

The let me go back to my room to chill , only to find mark following me from behind .

As I walked down the stairs and about to open the door to my room he reached to open the door and drag us both inside.

" hey I'm- s-sorr..."

" it's okay I'm not mad anymore." I said and he look confused but nodded.

" what did you do at hangwon's and why are wearing his clothes." He asked in a sad disappointed face.

I could tell that he knew what we did last night and he was mad but couldn't be mad because he did the same.

I saw anger and sadness in him but he was containing it.

He walked closer to me and pushed the hair near my neck behind me and rubbed his thumb over a spot on my neck that was sore.

"He d-did this to you ? He stuttered and I stood there showing no emotion. I knew that hurt him.

I still had the hicky on my neck from last night.

" I asked him to, If I didn't do this I don't think I would ever be able to forgive you ." I finally spoke.

He wrapped his arms around me tight and I could tell he was crying.

" Mianhe, jinja mianhe. I didn't know this is how it felt when you found out. Minah I still love you and I won't ever stop loving you , can we start over again." He said still crying and hugging me.

I slowly wrapped my arms around him.

" I love you too , oppa , but I think we need to take just a bit time for ourselves just to straighten out our feelings and thoughts." He nodded and let go of me.

" I understand, let me ask one thing , d-do you love him?" He asked.

" I do love him." He lowered his head in sadness.
" but not the same way I love you." I said and he raises his head hugs me again.

Mark POV

After the conversation with Minah I drove to Yang hongwon company to find him in the private parking area. I walked up to him and punched him straight in the jaw.

" For fucking my girl."

He gets up and smirks at me.

" About fucking time ." He said.

I grabbed him by the collar and he pushed me off and swung and hit me in the jaw. Fell to the ground.

" For, for ignoring her.and yeah maybe I did fuck her but at least it was when you guys weren't together!" He spat out .

I got up and threw a punch in his face again.

"For kissing her and touching her at the party!" I shout back.

He got up and threw another punch at me .

" For hurting her and driving another girl." He said weakly.

I got up again and threw another punch and I was getting tired.

" For putting hickies on her." I spat back

He got up and swung again. And I fell to the ground.

"For fucking another girl while dating Minah!"

That was it I was tired and didn't have another comeback. I didnt even get up.

He walked over to me and helped me up.

" we cool now ?" He asked.

I chuckled.

" yeah we cool." I we bought got up arm around each other shoulder and went up into his company practice room.

Minah POV

I had my collaboration with hongwon so I had Ten drop me off at The company.

As I was walking towards the door of the practice room I heard laughing.
I opened the door 
" yeah she's good right ?" Mark voice said.

"Bro shhhhhh... she right there." Hongwon punched marks arm.

" oh my fucking god are you guys seriously talking about how I am in bed ????? And what the fuck happened to your faces!!.

To be continued|until next time
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