||TBS/Newt Imagines||

||Where's my love|| Newtmas AU

            (A/N: So.... I've realized that this story has somehow LOST reads which I didn't think was possible (to lose reads, not to lose people who read this, I am not that self centered, Jeez) so I guess maybe the stories aren't good enough... I am going to go on a bit of a hiatus after this chapter so MAYBE I might get better at my writing. This chapter is dedicated to      

Stupid-little-Things for their amazing talent of making me literally cry so hard! It takes a lot to make me cry and their story "The Devil Within" was able to do so. Please Males, Females, and Non binary humans.... Read that story. I know when I am done writing this, I'm going to start reading the second part!!)

                   Newt was at his final straw, so to speak. He'd just been kicked out of his new home and foster family because of him coming out to them as Gay. He packed up a few things like his books and a few sweatshirts and jeans. He wore a baggy black sweatshirt and a pair of ripped black jeans. He wore a gray beanie on his head and a beat pair of Black and White Converses. He carried a lonely looking black Converse brand back pack and held a zip up five star binder filled with his art supplies and sketch pads. He didn't know where he was going... but he knew he wasn't gonna stay on this earth for too much longer. He had a plan to go to the Group Home he had been in before and check in on his brother and his best friend there. Then he would go to school the next day and say goodbye to all of his teachers, saying he was moving far far away. He would tell his friends the same. The only one he wouldn't talk to but give a letter to was his crush, Tommy. He would state to "not open until after school" and that's when he would do it. On the bridge next to his old childhood home, he would put the gun he had found in his Father's room to his head and end it. 

  ----------------------------------------------At School The Next Day--------------------------------------------------

               "Hi Ms. Mullane...." I said as I walked to her car parked by the entrance to her classroom, which had it's own garden outside. She was my English teacher this year and she always Vouched for me at PTA's at the school. She uploaded, with my consent, a lot of the short stories I would write and would count it as extra credit, which caused me to always get Student Of The Month. Today, she wore a black dress laced at the bottom and embroidered with music notes all around the train. She had a pair of Nylon tights with the same pattern on her legs and high heeled boot wedges on her feet. She had her hair cut yesterday and was now sporting a short Pixie cut that angled her slim features and made her smile seem that much more bright. Her hair was also died a dark purple Ombre that faded into black. Her eyes were lined in black and she probably could pass for another student if it weren't for her name tag ID and the fact that she always head a pack of cigarettes in her open purse.

              "Hey-ya Newt!"She said enthusiastically and hugged me tightly. She pushed a few strands of hair from my face and lit up her cigarette and offered me one. She wasn't supposed to give her students them but she new I was at legal age to do so so she didn't care. I thanked her, using her lighter to light mine and took a long drag, enjoying the Menthol taste on my tongue. "You better be working on quitting because I am running out of packs and once I run out, I am starting to. What brings you here so early anyway?" 

             "I actually have bad news, ma'am.... I am moving away today after school. I wanted to make sure I got the chance to say bye to you." I said, my head dropping to my chest, hating the lie I had just told but knowing it was for the best. Her eyes widened and she quickly grabbed another pack, handing it to me.

            "Keep one for the road... where are you leaving to?" She took a very long drag from her cigarette and put her free hand on my shoulder. At first I thought she was skeptical but I had planned for that.