Falling in love over and over.

Chapter 28

I woke up to the slam of the house door. I looked beside me and Shawn was still sleeping calmy and so cute. I tried to get up but Shawn thightens his grip which meant he's awake. I looked at him and saw his eyes flinker. "Shawn I know your awake let me go so I can see who opened the door" I smacked his arm. "Mmmm ok fine but come back so I can hold you I love when your so close to me." He kissed my cheek still half asleep. I got up and walked to the door when I realized I was still naked from when Shawn and I did "it" I walked back to my closet embarrassed. Shawn smirked at me. "Did you forget your naked?" He asked laughing. "Shut up." I laughed. "Ugh I have nothing to wear!" I yelled frustrated at my self. "Here." Shawn got up and gave me his boxers. "You can wear those with your bra if it's your brother he won't care." He smirked. I smiled and put it on. It was huge on me. "What are you gonna wear?" I asked. "Well I'm gonna take a shower and I brought another pair of boxers too so I'll just wear those." He said as he got in the bathroom. "Ok I'm gonna go down stairs and make something when your done come down stairs." I yelled because Shawn was now in bathroom. "Kay baby" I heard. I walked down stairs to see my brother laying on the couch. "Hey where were you?" I asked walking into the kitchen. "None of your business smart ass." He got up and walked into the kitchen. "What the hell are you wearing? Are those mine? Why are you wearing boxers?" He asked glaring down at me. "There Shawn's I didn't have anything to wear so he gave me his boxers. And why are you changing the subject? Tell me where the fuck you were!" I yelled. It's unfair that I have to tell him everything and he won't tell me anything. "I told you none of you business! You don't need to know every fucking think about me or what I do!" He yelled. "The fuck?! Because your my fucking brother! Wow your being such an asshole. I don't even care what you are doing with your life. Fuck you. Don't even talk to me. Asshole!" I grabbed two muffins and two waters and walked up stairs. "Sara! Fuck. Come back!" I heard him yell but I was already up stairs. When I got in the room Shawn was changing to his shorts and he still didn't have a shirt on. "What are you doing? I was just gonna come down stairs." He asked. "Davids home and when I asked where he went he got mad told me it's none of my business so I just told him not to talk to me and walked up stairs. It's unfair that I have to tell him everything but he won't tell me one thing" I said as I put my head on Shawn's chest. He wrapped his arm around me. "Baby I'm sorry I didn't tell you he begged me not to but he went out with some girl." Shawn said. I immediately got off his chest. "Excuse me?! You didn't fucking tell me! How could you! We are supposed to tell each other everything and trust each other. I can't even fucking believe you. I'm so mad. Get out! Get out of my room! Go down stairs I just wanna be alone right now." I yelled pointing to the door. "Come on baby! It's not that deep. He just asked me not to. I'm sorry I should have told you." He got up trying to hug me. I moved away. "Go. Down. Stairs. I don't wanna talk to either of you right now I'll come to you when I'm ready and you can come back to sleep here tonight but for now I don't wanna see you or my brother so leave my room." I pointed to the door again. Shawn sighed and left the room. I just jumped on my bed and started crying. How could they both lie to me? How can I trust them? How many other things have they kept from me?

//SHAWNS POV\\

I walked down stairs to see David with his face in his hands sitting at the kitchen table. "Fuck this is your fault! If you would have fucking told her about your girlfriend she wouldn't have had to hear it from me and she wouldn't have kicked me out!" I yelled and punched his arm. He looked up. "Seriously Mendes? Just shut the hell up right now and let me think I know I made a mistake and put you through this shit too but let me try to fix it. Ima go talk to her. Wait hold up you told her!?" He asked. "Yeah she came up stairs with tears in her eyes and I could see she was hurt so I had to tell her I felt horrible and then she yelled at me and told me to leave the room and that she'd come to me when she wants too." "It's better if you leave her alone right now just let her chill down. You should have told her. It's unfair how you have to know everything about her but won't tell her anything." I told him. "I know I know I'm gonna tell her everything. I feel horrible I never would want to hurt my sister I love her more then anything." He said putting his head in his arms again. I put my hand on his shoulder. "It'll be fine man let's just wait til she feels better." I told him.

//SARAS POV\\

After like 20 minutes of crying I went down stairs. I wasn't mad at Shawn as much but more mad at my brother. It's unfair that I have to tell him everything about what I'm doing where I'm going. When he won't tell me what he's doing for one night. It's also unfair that he put that on Shawn he shouldn't have done that then Shawn was forced to lie to me not to hurt my brother or get on his bad side. I saw Shawn and my brother sitting on the couch. Shawn immediately saw me and jumped up. "Baby are you okay? Why are your eyes so puffy? Have you been crying?" He asks walking over and looking at me. I just nodded. "Holy shit I'm so sorry this is all my fault I should have to told you. Oh my gosh I'm such a horrible boyfriend." Shawn looked worried. "Your not I'm fine and I'm not mad at you I love you and your a great boyfriend don't forget that you just made a mistake and I think you learned your lesson." I hugged him and tried my best to put on a smile. "Oh thank god! I love you so much! I'm never gonna let you down again I promise." He held me tight. I laughed. My brother got up and looked at me. I just glared at him. "Am I forgiven too?" He asked. "No your damn well not! You fucking lied to me, you made my boyfriend lie to me too. You make me tell you everything but you never tell me shit and that's so unfair. Not to mention you yelled at me and disrespected me. So no I'm still mad at you and I'm not forgiving this easy at least not until we sit here and you tell me AND Shawn everything that I don't know about you. Got it?" I said. "Yeah I do but not right now y'all are tired and we have to eat and go to sleep tomorrow okay? I promise." He nodded. "Fine. Can you go get food?" I asked. "Yeah I'm leaving now." He said as he grabbed his keys and phone and walked out. Shawn and I sat on the couch cuddling wait for the food.