Falling in love over and over.

Chapter 32

I woke up with the biggest headache. "Ughhhhhh" I groaned. "Baby?" I turned around to see a very sleepy Shawn looking at me. Fuck his morning voice was so sexy. "Baby why'd you yell?" He said in a husky low voice. Damn he's turning me on. "Sorry shawnie my head hurts bad." I whined. "Aww I'm sorry baby." Shawn hugged me. "It's probably because of drinking so much but it's okay. Aren't you taking Aliyah to the mall today?" He asked looking down at me on his bare chest. "Yeah I am and Kaitlin and Taylor are coming and a few of Aliyah's friend you and the boys can come to?" I said looking up at my beautiful boyfriend. I was so lucky to have him. He makes me so happy. I don't think I can ever live without him. "Are you sure?" He asked. "Of course sweetheart you and Gilinsky and Cameron can go around and shop while we do and meet us later. Do you want to?" I asked him smiling at his beautiful figure. "Sure baby I'd love too." He kissed my cheek. I started to blush really hard. He chuckled at me. "But first we need to take a shower!" Shawn stood up grabbing me by my waist and picking me walking to the bathroom. I started to kick his stomach and punch his back yelling for him to put me down. Finally he put me down in the bathroom. I tired to run away but Shawn held his arm out for me to fall in them. He laughed and took off his clothes soon after taking mine off. "NOOOO SHAWN I DONT WANT TO PLEASEEEEE" I yelled again trying to get out of his grip. I hate how strong he is sometimes. "Baby it's just a shower I promise we won't do anything." Shawn pulled me into the shower getting in too. He turned the water on and pulled me under with him. I looked into his beautiful chocolate eyes. He smiled. I pulled my head up and stood on my tippy toes because I'm a little shorter then Shawn so I could only reach him on my tippy toes. I kissed his lips. I felt him smile into the kiss. I pulled away and he smiled at me. "What was that for?" He asked. "Because I love you so damn much" I blushed. "I love you way more baby girl." Shawn took my face his hands and kissed me passionately. I smiled through the kiss. "Let's take this shower." I laughed.

After the Shower I walked over to Shawn's to pick up Aliyah. Shawn was waiting in the car. I knocked on the door and Karen opened it. "Sara! Hi honey!" Karen beamed. I hugged her and smiled. "Hi Karen! Where's Aliyah? Shawn's waiting in the car to take us to the mall." I smiled at her. "RIGHT HERE! IM COMING SARA!" I heard from the kitchen. I smiled. "Ok we'll be careful sweetheart and make sure Aliyah is back before 8." Karen hugged me. "Yes ma'am I promise." I smiled. Suddenly Aliyah came to the door with a huge smile on her face. "Hey baby girl! Ready to go?" I asked hugged her. "Hey and yeah I am bye mommmmm!" Aliyah waved at her mom. "Bye love you both!" Karen yelled. "Bye love you too!" Both Aliyah and me yelled. We walked to the car and Aliyah got in the back and I got in the front with Shawn. "Ready?" Shawn asked. "Yep." I smiled. Shawn drove off. "Sara guess what!" Aliyah beamed. "What's up?" I laughed. "So I really like this guy named Drew and he's super nice and sweet and he's coming to the mall and hanging out with me! He told me he liked me! I can't wait!" Aliyah smiled. "WAIT WHAT!" Shawn stopped his jeep and looked back at Aliyah pissed. "Excuse me!? Your not hanging out with a guy! I don't even know this dude! He could just be trying to get into your pants! I don't approve your going back home. Or your gonna tell him he can't come and later I'm checking your phone and your not allowed to talk to him again. Aliyah your to young to date!" Shawn yelled. His face was red as a tomato and it's almost like you can see the steam coming out of his ear. I tried to calm him down. "Baby calm down she's old enough and she's pretty maybe this drew kid is nice it's okay. Chill down and don't get so overprotective baby she'll be okay I'll be with her the whole time!" I put my hand on his shoulder calm him down a little. "Sara please! She's to young." Shawn yelled. "Shawn calm down please I'll be with her and nothing gonna happen just give drew a chance baby." I looked into his eyes. "Please baby? For me?" I asked. "Fine." Shawn huffed. Aliyah cheered and hugged me. "Stop being happy he's gonna hang with the guys and I'm gonna ask questions don't be that happy." Shawn rolled his eyes. I rolled at my eyes at him and mouthed, "I'm sorry" to Aliyah. she nodded and frowned. After a few minutes of a awkward silence in the car we finally reached the mall. Shawn parked and opened the door for me. I wanted to ignore him so when he opened the door and tried to grab my hand I moved my hand away holding Aliyah's. Shawn's eyes got big and he frowned. Aliyah smiled at me knowing what I was doing and she glared back at Shawn giving him a death look. And let me tell you, if looks could kill Shawn would be dead right now. Shawn started walking by me still every time trying to hold my free hand but me not letting him. Soon Aliyah gets a text from Drew and her friends saying they are at the food court. A few seconds later I get a group text from our group chat with, Shawn, me, Taylor, Kaitlin, Cameron, and Jack. They said they were at the food court to so we decided to meet there. Once we got there Aliyah immensity saw her friends and drew. Drew saw her and ran to her hugging her tight. She giggled and hugged him back. I saw Shawn roll his eyes and I rolled my eyes at him. Why can't he just be happy for his sister? I mean I see the way Drew looked at her he really liked her. Soon we saw my friends and Aliyah said she'd be sitting with Drew and her friends. Once we sat down everyone already knew I was mad at Shawn because every time he tried to grab my thigh from under the table I'd push his hand away roughly and Shawn would frown. "What's up with you guys? You haven't talked or kissed or even looked at each other once since we got here? What happened?" Taylor asked. Shawn looked at me and frowned. "I made the dumbest mistake ever and now the person I love the most won't talk to me" he frowned. "oh?" Jack asked. "Sara lets go shopping only the girls. come on get up" Kaitlin pulled my arm. I got up and Shawn got up too. "have fun baby" he tried to kiss me but I moved my head away. He frowned again. "we'll see you guys later." Taylor pulled my hand as we walked away. We went into forever 21 and looked at clothes. "Sara what did Shawn do?" Kaitlin asked. I sighed. "His sister likes someone and he likes her too and she came here to hangout with him and Shawn yelled at her and told her she couldn't do that and I felt bad for Aliyah so I'm ignoring him to teach him a lesson." I explained. "Sara he looked heart broken when you won't even let him touch you. Come on did you see him he's never been sad like that." Taylor frowned. I sighed. "yeah I guess I kinda feel bad so I'll make it up to him some how." I smiled. I kinda did feel bad I mean I didn't even let him hold my hand. Kaitlin smiled and nods. We finished shopping and met the boys up stairs. Shawn still looked super sad and when he looked up at us his eyes were filled with sadness and sorry. I frowned. I felt horrible. I wanted to make it up to him. Cameron took my arm and pulled me away from the table. "Sara he's been sad the whole time. He hasn't even ate or looked at clothes or shoes he's just been looking down the whole time with sadness in his eyes come on forgive he's had enough." Cameron begged me. "I know Cam I'll make it up to him I promise. I feel bad." I frowned. We walked back to the table. Shawn wouldn't look up from the ground. I looked at him and got an idea. I smirked. I picked his head up with my finger and smiled at him. "Why so sad baby?" I asked. He looked at me for a minute. "I'm sorry baby." he looked so sad. I shook my head and sat on his lap. He looked at me confused. I laughed at how stupid he is and put my hand on his neck pulling him closer. He put his hands on my waist still confused. "bab-" before he could finish I smashed my lips on his. Shawn smiled through the kiss. We started to make out our lips moving in sync motion perfectly. I pulled on his hair making him groan in my mouth. His hands went down to my ass squeezing tightly. I moaned in his mouth and he smiled into the kiss. Suddenly I remembered we were still with our friends. I pulled away laughing and Shawn smiled. I started to get off his lap but he pulled me back by my waist. He kissed my cheek. I turned around at our friends who's mouths were open and they had a shock look on there face. Then Cameron started to smirk. "HOLY SHIT THAT WAS SO HOT AND IT WAS LIKE DAMNNNNN YOU WERE BASICALLY GETTING IT IN FRONT OF US DAMNN THE WAY SHAWN MOANED THEN SARA MOANED LIKE DAMNNNN SHAWN GET IT BOYYYYYY" Cameron yelled. Everyone started to laugh except Shawn and I. I started to blush so I stuck my head in Shawn's neck. He smiled and played with my hair. "NO BUT SERIOULY YOU GUYS COULD HAVE JUST FUCKED LIKE LOOK AT SHAWNS BUMP IN HIS PANTS BET HE WISHED WE WEREN'T HERE RIGHT NOW." Jack yelled. I picked my head up to look down at Shawn's pants where sure enough there was a huge bump. I smirked at Shawn who was blushing like crazy. "Ok that's enough we are going home because you all are assholes." I rolled my eyes grabbing Shawn's hand and getting up. "whatever bye babe and remember text us because we need to get new clothes for school in 3 three days." Kaitlin and Taylor hugged me. "yep for sure bye guys!" I hugged Cameron and Jack too and Shawn and I walked to go find Aliyah. Shawn was looking on one side and I was looking at the other when I saw Aliyah kissing Drew. Ok I know I said that could date but she is wayyyy to young to be kissing Drew. I decided to tell Shawn. "Shawn?" I tabbed his arm. "yes baby" I pointed to where Aliyah was and his face expresn changed. His eyes got huge and he pulled his hand into a fist. His eyes were filled with anger and he clenched his jaw. He let go of my hand and walked to them. I followed. Neither of them saw they were to busy eating each other's face. "Get off my sister dickhead!" Shawn yelled. Before I could even blink Shawn punched the kid the face making him groan in pain and fall to the ground. Shawn got on top of him throwing punch's at his face. "Don't. Ever. Touch. Nor. Talk. To. My. Sister. Again." Shawn punched him one more time before getting up. "SHAWN! WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT?!" Aliyah yelled. "Shut the fuck up. I'm gonna deal with you later. Go with Sara to the car." Shawn gave me the keys and I took Aliyah's hand and walked away. We walked in silence. You may be asking, why didn't you stop Shawn? Well I was scared. I had never seen Shawn before like that and I got scared. I wanted to stop him but I was to shocked and scared. Once we got into the car Aliyah got in the back still holding my hand. Before I could take my hand away and shut the door she pulled my hand back and hugged me and started to cry. I couldn't say anything so I just held her and let her cry. "Shhhh its okay" I sat there and let Aliyah cry for a few more minutes until Shawn came back. He looked at Aliyah then at me. He still looked pissed and his eyes were still full lust. It was scary. I looked at him with terrify in my eyes. I was scared of Shawn. He frowned and sat in the car. We drove in silence no one daring to talk. Once we got to the house, Aliyah ran inside. I walked behind Shawn. I was still scared of him, a little. When we got in Aliyah was half way up the stairs. "ALIYAH!" Shawn yelled. I jumped back a little. "What!" Aliyah yelled. "Give me your phone." Shawn looked at her. "no" she yelled. "GIVE ME YOUR DAMN PHONE!" he yelled. I went to Aliyah and hugged her, "give him your phone I'll get back later." I whispered in her ear. She walked to Shawn giving him her phone and running up stairs. I sat down on the couch and Shawn plobed down next to me. "Well today has been a long day." he joked. I got up to get some water not talking to him. Shawn got up too. "Do you wanna order food?" He asked. I just nodded. He walked over to me trying to hug me. I moved away little scared of him. "Baby?" he looked confused. I shook my head. He tried to touch my hand but I moved my hand a little. "Sara? Why... What are you doing?" He strutted looking hurt. "I'm.... I'm scared." I frowned. "What? Scared of me?" He asked. I didn't say anything just nodded my head. He looked sad down at the floor. "No I'm sorry don't be scared of me please." He started to walk closer but I moved away. "please just don't I have never seen you like that Shawn and I didn't like it. Not only did you hurt an inccoent kid but you probably lost your sister too and I'm just shocked. The Shawn I knew would never do that. I'm scared of my own boyfriend." I frowned. "just give me time." Shawn nodded. I started to walk up stairs. "I'm sorry. I just saw that and I didn't like it. She is way to young to be kissing like that. I didn't mean to scare you. I love you." Shawn looked sorry. I knew he was sorry. "I love you too" is all I could until I walked into Aliyah's room to see her crying on her bed. I hugged her and let her cry into my arms. Soon she fell asleep then later I did too.