Falling in love over and over.

Chapter 31

"Okay go call people and I'll go get the chips and drinks and stuff." I smiled. "I'm taking your car!" I yelled as I ran down stairs. "Kay!" I heard. I grabbed my phone and bag and Shawn's car keys. I could drive and I had my license but my dad hadn't got me a car yet. I walked into his jeep and drove to the store. I texted David and told him to spend the night at Haley's and not come home tonight. Of course he asked why and I told him we were having a party and all he said was don't get drunk. I got a bunch of stuff and payed for them and drove back to the house. When I opened the door I saw Cameron and Bella and Eryn and Kaitlin and Taylor and Ray and Michael and Robert all sitting by the couch. "Wassup guys!" I yelled. Each of them screamed and hugged me and said they missed me. "Where's Shawn?" I asked. "He's up stairs by the way uh Robert kinda invited Mason to the party and he's coming in like 30 minutes." Kaitlin said. Kaitlin was my bestfriend, her and Taylor are like my sisters. "Omg Robert what the hell were you thinking ? You know Shawn hates him ! Did you tell him?" I asked. Robert just nodded. "Ray told him and his eyes got big and he walked up stairs he hasn't come down stairs since." Taylor told me. "Ok I'm gonna go talk to him. Y'all get everything ready." I told them as I walked up stairs. I opened my door and Shawn was sitting on the bed with his head his hands. "Baby...?" I sat next to him and my hand on his back. "Masons coming to the party." He said looking up at me. "I know baby but it's gonna be okay nothing will happen or I'll kick him out. He won't get to us. He's not gonna hurt you and yes damn well not gonna hurt me." I told Shawn staring into his beautiful chocolate eyes. "I promise." "Ok let's go downstairs everyone's waiting." He said. "Ok I'm gonna just change be right down." I told him. He nodded and walked out. I got a crop top and Shawn's sweatpants. I did my makeup and walked down stairs. Lots of people were already here and the music was starting. People were already drinking and dancing. There was a knock on the door and I looked at Shawn who walked to the door and opened it. His face went blank. I walked over to the door. "Shawnie, whats wrong?" I asked. I looked at who it was and it was no other then Mason. "Fuck?! What the hell are you doing here?!" I yelled. "Robert invited me and it's nice to see you too Sara." He winked. Shawn's eyes got huge. "Do you actually think your allowed to wink at her?" He yelled. "Wow chill I have a date." Mason smiled. "I wonder who would want to go out with a dick like you." I replied. "Here she is." He grabbed a girl my waist and held her. It was Miranda. "What the fuck!? What are you doing Miranda? Why are you here? I thought you were going home today. Why are you here with him?" Shawn asked/yelled. I grabbed his arm. Miranda smiled. "I'm leaving tonight I just thought I could go to a party before leaving and Mason being a sweet guy said he would take me here." She replied. "Whatever just don't mess with us tonight unless you wanna get kicked out." I glared at her. She nodded. "Anyone wanna play truth or dare!?" Cameron yelled from the couch. We walked there and everyone sat in a circle. I sat on Shawn's lap and Miranda glared at me and Mason glared at Shawn. "Okay who's first?" Taylor asked. "Wait wait! Cameron remember we invited the boys they should be here any minute." Shawn said. Cameron nodded. "What boys?" I asked. "Remember my friends? Like jackj and jackg and Taylor and carter and Matt and Nash and all them?" Shawn said looking at me. I nodded. "Well Shawn and I invited them they should be here any minute then we can start. "Okay" suddenly there was a knock. I got off Shawn's lap as he went to open it. I sat next to Taylor and Kaitlin. Soon Shawn came back with a bunch of boys. "Fuck they're really cute." Taylor said. "Yeah I know Sara introduce us so we can get boyfriends like you." Kaitlin hit my arm. "Ok" we all introduced each other and the boys sat down. I sat down on Shawn's lap again. "Who's first?" Shawn asked. "I will" Matt smiled. "Uhh Taylor truth or dare." He pointed to my friend Taylor. She blushed. "Dare" Matt smirked. "I dare you to do seven seconds of heaven with.....Cameron." He smirked. "Okay" she grabbed Cameron's hand and they walked away. I smiled at Cameron and mouth, "use protection pleaseee" and he just shook his head. "Ok I'll go now." Mason said. "Uhhh Shawn truth or dare" he smiled. Shawn gave him a death look. "Truth smartass." He answered. "Is it true Miranda was your first girl to do it with?" He laughed. Shawn got tight. "Mason that's none of your business." I glared as much as it hurt for that question. I didn't want Miranda to be his first. "No Sara was. I never had sex until I found her." He smiled at me. I was happy. I kissed his lips. "But your not her first." Mason said. Oh no he was gonna tell. "What?" Shawn asked. "Mason stop!" I yelled. He threw his hands up in defense. "Sara come here real quick." Shawn took my arm and went into the next room. "What is he talking about?" He asked. "I lost my virginity in the first year of high school." I told him. Shawn started to walk away. I grabbed his arm. "It's not like that I....got..uh raped. By Mason's cousin. Nate. I went on a family trip with Mason for a few days and when he was out with his family Nate uh raped me..." I cried. Shawn held me."oh baby I'm so sorry let's go back and we don't have to talk about that." He said. I knew I had to tell him. Nate raped me. I wasn't gonna let Shawn think I was a whore. I was raped. We held hands and walked back. "What happened? Why were you crying Sara?" Kaitlin asked walking over and hugging me. "The Nate thing. I told...Shawn." I broke down crying and Ray and Shawn and Kaitlin held me. Mason was standing there no life in him. He didn't look happy but he didn't seem to care either and Shawn noticed too. "You fucking basterd! This is your fault. You knew she hated what happened. She got raped by your fucking cousin! You fucking asshole! Get out! I'm kicking you out! Get the hell out before I throw you out fucking dick." Shawn yelled. Michael and Jack G took Mason out the door. Miranda though wanted to stay. When they came back Shawn looked at me worried. "Are you okay baby?" He asked. "Yeah I'm...fine." Shawn held onto to me tight I never wanted him to leave. I wanted him to hold me for ever. Taylor and Cameron walked back to us. "What happened?" She asked. "Nate. Mason brought it up and she had to tell Shawn." Kaitlin answered. "Oh sweetheart I'm so sorry Mason is a dickhead I swear when I see him at school I'll pull his head off." Taylor hugged me. "Same." Kaitlin laughed. "So Tay? What happened with Cam over there? Did y'all do it? Or just kiss?" I asked changing the subject. Taylor blushed. "We just kissed. He's a nice guy I wanna get to know him first." I smiled. "Aweee little tay-tay's all grown up and now we have to get Kaitlin a man and then maybe we will be okay." I laughed."I have an idea." Shawn smiled. He pointed to Jack G. Kaitlin blushed. "Yeah he's cute and nice." I said. "Woah stop right there I'm cutier then him right?" Shawn asked. "Yeah your cuties then anyone." I kissed his cheek. "Aww goals!" Taylor yelled. We all laughed. "Okay back to the game." Shawn told us. "My turn." He said. "Jack g truth or dare." Shawn smirked. "Dare." Jack smiled. Shawn looked over to Kaitlin and Kaitlin shook her head. "I dare you too make out with Kaitlin for 5 minutes in front of us." Kaitlin gave Shawn a dirty look and he smiled. "Don't mind if I do." Jack smirked. He walked over to Kaitlin and they started making out. Of course every one was yelling "ohhh get it." "Damnnn he's eating her face." It was really funny. After the five minutes were up it was jack's turn. "Sara truth or dare." He smiled. "Dare." I smirked. "I dare you to make out with Shawn and do anything you want but in front all of us." Jack winked. I smirked and I saw a smile on Shawn's face. I sat down on his lap so my face was to his face. I grabbed his neck and he grabbed my waist. We started to make out. Our lips moving in sync motion. Shawn's hand went down to my butt and squeezed. I jumped up a little but quickly sat back down. Everyone was yelling "ohhh there getting it in front of us!" Or "he's eating her face!" Or "getttt it ya nasty's" or "step it up guys!" I think Shawn heard that one because he smiled on the lips then pulled away. At first I was confused and everyone thought we were done but no Shawn went down to my neck. He started kissing and sucking on my neck. I moved my neck side ways so he'd have more room. I wanted to moan but everyone was there so I just shut my eyes and grabbed onto his arm. Finally we stopped and everyone looked at us shocked. "What the actual fuck? You guys could've hooked up right there." I blushed and bit my lip. "No we couldn't because 1. She's on her period. 2. Everyone we know is here." Shawn chuckled. "Damnnnnn" Michael laughed. Taylor and Kaitlin pulled me away, "what guys?" I asked. "What the hell is up with you and Shawn? Did you and Shawn fuck before? Have you guys had sex?" They both asked. "Yeah we did and we used protection. What's wrong with that? I'm in high school you guys aren't virgins anymore so why does it matter?" I asked. "It doesn't you...just...never told us." Taylor looked down. "Oh Taylor, guys. I'm sorry it happened during the summer and we haven't talked or hung out at all and I just forgot I'm sorry guys." I hugged them. "Yeah it's fine we just have hangout and you have to tell us everything!" Kaitlin sqeawed. "Ok how about next week I'm taking Shawn's sister on a girls night out and you guys can come and we can all hangout." I told them. "That'd be good." They smiled. We walked back to the group and Shawn still had my lipstick on his lips. Everyone was laughing at it and I left bad. I sat down on his lap and acted like I was gonna kiss his cheek. "You have lipstick all over your mouth." I whispered/giggled. "Fuck take it off?" He asked. I nodded and wiped his mouth with my finger. "Ooooo" everyone went. Shawn and I just started laughing. "Sara your turn." Carter said. "Ok." "Ray-ray truth or dare!" I asked. "Dare let's go." He winked. I laughed. "I dare you to kiss Miranda here for 30 seconds." I pointed to Miranda and her eyes got big. She gave me a dirty look and I fake smiled. "Ugh whatever." Ray got up and kissed Miranda for a few seconds. Then pulled away. He walked over to me and said "that was the worst kiss ever I hate you." He whispered. Shawn and I giggled. "No you love me." I joked. He shook his head. "Truth or dare Miranda." He smiled. It was a fake smile tho. "Truth." She winked. "Is it true you came here to ruin Shawn and Sara's relationship and try to get back together with him." He said. The smile left Miranda's face. "Uh yeah but she's a slut and she doesn't deserve Shawn. Shawn's hot and he doesn't deserve a hoe like her!" I was shocked. Shawn held onto me and told me none of that was true and not to listen to her. "Ok well I'm gonna let Sara's bestfriends handle this but when they are done you should leave." Ray told her. "Whatever they can't do shit." Miranda was sure except she didn't know Taylor and Kaitlin. Taylor and Kaitlin started laughing. "Oh honey we are about to fucking beat the shit out of you." Taylor laughed. "You fucking bitch! Sara's not a hoe not a slut if anything that's you. Trying to get back with Shawn even after you cheated on him. Sara has never cheated in her life!" Kaitlin got up and punched Miranda in the face. They were pulling her hair and screaming. Ray and Michael pulled them away. "Ok she's had enough let go!" Michael yelled. Miranda got up. "You all are fucking crazy! I don't need you I can get all the guys I want back home! Fucking whores!" She ran out the door and then everyone started laughing. I high fived Taylor and Kaitlin. "I love you guys." I smiled. "We love you too." Shawn pulled me back on his lap. "What are you doing?" I asked laughing. "I love it when you sit on my lap it feels..good." He blushed. "Awww your to cute." I smiled. "Jackj truth or dare?" I asked. "Uh dare." He smiled. "I dare you to...I don't know this game is getting boring. How about spin the bottle?" I asked. "Yeah that's good." Everyone agreed. Cameron got a bottle and put it in the middle. "Nash you first." I said. He nodded. He spun the bottle and it landed on some girl I didn't know. He smirked and kissed her. "Ok Ray your turn." Nash smiled. Ray nodded and spun the bottle. It landed on me. Both of our eyes got big. "Oh fuck." Taylor whispered. Ray looked at me. "No no no no we are bestfriends and he's like my brother and that's just no." I said. "Yeah and she's dating Shawn that's just wrong." We all looked at Shawn. "I'm fine with it. I know you guys don't like each other and only have a love of brother and sister so it's fine but don't kiss her to long and no touchy touchy." He glared at Ray. "Ok" Ray laughed. I was still uneasy about it. I knew Shawn to know he would see something different and make a sence. Plus I'm a loyal girlfriend. "No guys I'm not cheating even if Shawn is fine with it." I sighed. Everyone got mad and I just looked at Shawn who couldn't stop smiling. "I love you so much." He whispered. "I love you more." I leaned in and pecked his lips. "Ok Sara it's your turn." Taylor smiled. I spun the bottle and it landed on Shawn. He smirked and I smiled. I turned my head and kissed him. I pulled on his hair. He moaned into the kiss. We pulled away. "I bet Shawn wishes she wasn't on her period right now." Michael joked. "Oh trust me I am." Shawn laughed. I blushed. "Ok enough about you boys and this period shit. Shawn is gonna have to wait for 7 days whether he likes it or not." I glared. Shawn put his hands up in defense. We all laughed. "Kaitlin your turn." Shawn smirked. "Okay" she spun the bottle and it landed on Matt. They both smiled. Matt got up and kissed her. They pulled away and Kaitlin blushed. I looked over at jack G and he was pissed. Damn he likes her. "Matt let me talk to you." I pulled matt's hand and walked away. "Do you like Kaitlin?" I asked. "Well I mean she's hot and she's a good kisser I don't know maybe." He shrugged. "Well I think Jack G likes her too and I know she likes him so do you or not?" I asked. "Nah it's cool she can go for Jack." He walked away. I pulled jack to me. "Jack. Do you like Kaitlin?" I asked. "Uh....yeah." He smiled. "Ok well ask her out she likes you too." I told him. "Really? Ok! Thanks Sara!" He hugged me. "No problem now go!" I pushed him to Kaitlin. I walked back and sat on Shawn's lap. "What were you doing?" He asked. "Just watch you'll see in like 2 seconds. "Kaitlin will you go out on a date with me tomorrow night?" He asked. Kaitlin smiled. "Sure" she kissed his cheek. They both blushed. "Holy shit Sara your a great friend." Shawn kissed my cheek. I smiled proud. "I know thanks" I blushed. "Holy fuck now both Sara and Kaitlin have men and I don't have one Sara help me toooo." Taylor whined. "Honey look behind you." I raised my eyebrows and pointed to Cameron who was behind her. "Taylor will you go on a date with me Sunday?" He asked. "Yeah I will." She blushed. I smiled. "Yayyyy now we all have men!" I smiled. "Yep." Taylor squeaked. The boys laughed. "Yo Cam and Jack if you don't treat my bestfriends right I will fuck you up. Got it." I glared and pointed to them. "Yes ma'am" they joked and threw there hands up in defense. "I need a girlfriend." Michael whined. "Oh not you too!" Ray yelled. "I'm gonna stay single no one is right for me." Ray sighed. "Aww ray-ray there's someone there for you you just haven't found her yet." I hugged him. "Yeah but can you help me find a girlfriend first then Ray?" Michael asked. I laughed. "Sure." "Babyyyyyyy!" Shawn whined. "What Shawn!" I asked. "Pay attention to me! I'm your boyfriend and I need my girl to take care of me and love me! So love me!" He pulled me on his lap and started kissing my neck. "Shawn Peter Raul Mendes! Let go of me. I'm gonna find girls for my bros. let gooooooo!" I yelled. "But it's me time!" Shawn whined. "Fine only because I'm comfortable and don't wanna move." I laughed. "Yayyyy." Shawn kept kissing my neck. "Bruh that's unfair you just get her whenever you want. We needed her to get us girls." Ray and Michael whined. "Oh please she's my girlfriend I come before you both." Shawn joked. "Sara!" They both yelled. "Oh my god your all little babies guys Shawn does come first because he's my boyfriend. But you guys will always be my bestfriends. But Shawn comes first." I explained. "Bruh what happened to bros before hoes." Michael said. "He's not a hoe." I smiled. "I got to go it's already 11 and I promised my dad I'd be back before 11:30 so I got to go Michael was my ride." I got up and hugged Ray and Michael. "Okay bye guys I'll see you at school in 2 weeks" i smiled. Everyone started leaving. Soon only people left were Jack G, Cameron, Taylor, and Kaitlin. "Are you guys gonna leave too?" I asked them. Shawn and I walked over and sat by them. "Yeah just wanted to ask you guys something." Kaitlin smiled. I looked at Shawn who was smiling at me. "Alright shoot." I smiled. "Do you and Shawn plan on like getting married? Because like you guys are so cute together and never really get in fights and seem to love each other a lot. So why not get married?" Taylor asked. Everyone nodded. I never really thought of it. What would it be like marrying Shawn? Does he want to? I looked at him and he had a smile on his face. "I don't know guys. I mean I'd love to marry him but I'm not sure about him. He may not love me." I laughed. Everyone frowned. Shawn even frowned. "No I love you way more then you could ever know and to show you I got you this." Shawn reached into his pocket and got something out and nealed on his knees. What the?? "Sara Rose Peter I love you with all my heart and I would love to spend the rest of my life with you but unfortunately we are to young so this is a promise ring. That I will love you forever and one day we will get married." Shawn smiled. I heard the girls scream in the background and I held my hands over my mouth. I was about to cry. "What do you say? Wanna be my soon- to - be- wife- but - not - soon - but - in - a - few - years - wife?" He asked. I let out a chuckle. "I would love too!" I screamed. He put the ring on my finger and I jumped into his arms. I kissed his red lips. "I love you. So fucking much." I whispered. "I love you more baby." He kissed me again. "Awwww my heart is melting that was so sweet! We better be your bridesmaids and I can't wait to be a aunt! Oh my god! Shawn that was so sweet!" Taylor and Kaitlin sqeawed. "What can I say? I'm a romantic." He shrugged. "Oh please your idea of romance is getting drunk and fucking." I laughed. Shawn frowned. "But you have your times." I kissed his cheek. He smiled. "I really wish girls didn't have to deal with that stupid period because I wanna fuck you so bad right now." Shawn laughed. "Ummmmmm I think we should go now." Taylor laughed. Before she left she whispered in my ear "use protection. And remember the blood doesn't come down when you have a dick in you." I glared at her and pushed her to the door. "Fuck you." I laughed. "Love you too text us!" Kaitlin yelled. I laughed. "Please don't do that again." I laughed at Shawn. "I'm just being truthful with our friends." He shrugged. I laughed at him. "Come on I wanna go to sleep." I took his arm went up stairs.