Will Of The Ocean [Sebastian x reader]

November rain

    Eve

        "Being a woman is hard in this society. You have to wear corsets to alter your body, you have to wear makeup to look like porcelain dolls, your hair must be perfect all the time...that life wasn't for me. My father was a well known man, but he had a heart of gold. My mother was a beautiful woman, but she was always angry for something, and my brother was her mirror. I didn't hate my brother, he was a smart man and he treated me well, but there was no love between us. After father's death my brother got obsessed to be a police officer and he got what he wanted. But now I had to go to all kind of events with him and I hated that so much. Tonight was no exception. I looked in the mirror at my reflection. My curly red hair was up in a messy bun, my makeup was minimal, covering my freckles and my dress was long, black, with long sleeves and high neck. I didn't like to show my body, my father always told me that men are bears and I am the sweet honey. I had to put up a wall so they couldn't hurt me. I heard a knock on my door and my mother came in. She looked at me disappointed for my atire, but she said nothing. It was time to go and face the night.

     The party was boring. I lost my brother in the crowd, so I had to sit down and drink all night. I wanted to dance but no one asked me, oh well, with this apparence and these eyes... I got up and walked on the balcony. It was late November, the wind was cold, the night was dark and without any sign of stars. The music wasn't so loud and the cold breeze relaxed me. I felt a presence coming, closer and closer until the person was right next to me. I looked and saw a tall man, with dark, long and shiny hair. He was handsome. I stared for too long and he laughed at me. I blushed and tried to look away, but he held my chin with his long fingers and made me to look in his eyes, and oh Lord, I was lost in them. A strong, bright pair of red eyes shined under the light of the moon.

     -Beautiful...my voice was just a whisper and soon I realized what I just said. I blushed so many shades of red that he laughed at me, his voice was husky.

      -You took the words out of my mouth, my lady. Such beautiful eyes, so full of life and color. My name is Leonard Armstrong, but you can call me Leo if you'd like. So, my beautiful lady, what is your name?

     -I am Evelyn Randall, it's a pleasure to make you my acquaintance. I never saw you at this kind of events, are you new to the town perhaps?

     -Smart woman. Yes dear, I just arrived a week ago, but If i knew I'd meet such a fine lady...I would have come sooner. Would you like to dance my dear? he flashed a smirk and we danced the whole night.

     I felt the spark between us, we saw each other every day for a month before he asked me to be his girlfriend. He was sweet, he knew what I loved, he was always a gentleman with me, but, I knew nothing about him. After some time he decided to tell me the truth, and I was scared. I wasn't scared of him, being a demon, I was scared of us, one day I will get old but he ll be as handsome as now, it wasn't going to work. The Phantomhive household burned shortly after that and I had to run away. I left him without saying anything, but he found me and stayed with me, and I fell for him so hard...that I wanted to be like him.  He gave me the unholy pleasure, he was my first man, and for a demon he embraced me gently, without pain. 

     After his death I began to change. I changed my name, for my brother to never find me and for my soul to forget about Evelyn Randall. Everything about that name was over. I started to wear clothes that showed my body, my curves. I began to wear makeup and I dyed my hair black. I fucked with men and women so that my body could forget his taste, his touch. But it never went away, I was trapped in a body that wanted a touch I could never have again. Until now..."

     Sebastian was over me, kissing my neck, going down between my breasts on my stomach. I've put my hand in his hair and lifted him up. He was looking into my eyes, lust all over his face. He tried to kiss me but I've put my hand over his mouth. His tongue licked my fingers, and I gasped as he kissed me, his tongue now in my mouth. My hands were on his back, leaving deep red scars with my nails. I've put my legs around his body and he lifted me up, as now I was sitting in his lap, face to face.

     -I can't keep going on like this, if I don't take you now I might eat you up. His voice was rough and his eyes flashed a beautiful shade of pink. I smirked and moved my hips left to right, teasingly. He growled at me like a wolf, and I kissed him, letting him embrace me all night. My father was wrong, men aren't bears, they are wolves, they search for you, and when they find you, they eat you like a sheep, and oh dear Lord, I'm this man's sheep.

     The morning came, and when I opened my eyes Sebastian was gone. But I wasn't sad anymore. He came to my life to heal me, heal me from my past. The door opened and he came to me once again, and I felt happy.

    -I think I might love you. He looked at me surprised, but his smile was warm.

     -Oh dear, I think I do too.