>Some of you have read my personal books like right from the start and some of you havent
>But for those who have
>Remember that person I was talking about in my first personal book in chapter 1?
> Yes. This chapter.
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>The person I used to avoid for almost 2 years...
>We're finally friends again. Let's call her Crust.
>It started with my best friend, let's name her Frappe.
>Frappe was Crust's seatmate. They were classmates, and I wasn't in their class. Classes reshuffled and I didn't think it would turn out that way.
>Frappe became friends with Crust. It was okay for me since it's not supposed to be my life decision. Frappe knew about my past with Crust so she's pretty much cautious abou the things Crust will say.
>Frappe grew closer with her. They started to hang out at Infinitea after school like once or twice, in the store right in front of our school.
>Frappe knew I didn't like the idea of her being so close to Crust. I really didnt.
>I tried to ignore it over and over, thinking that I would get over Crust's past soon and treat her as a stranger.
>It was difficult. Seeing her everyday at the corridors, seeing her talking to my best friend, and realizing I talked less to Frappe than Crust; it was too much for me to handle. It haunted me. It literally haunted me.
>One time, I was so full of it. I was paranoid. Unconsciously, I was so scared of losing Frappe to Crust. I had a nightmare. My nightmare was seeing my friends abandoning me over her. I was starting to lose it.
>I told Frappe my feelings about it once or twice. She misunderstood at first, but she reassured me that she wouldn't leave me because we've known each other for so long through our hardships.
>August 15, 2017 was the last day of exams for the 1st quarter. A half day, and no classes the next day.
>Frappe was with Crust at the mall without me knowing. Crust was in Frappe's house without me knowing.
>Frappe felt that it wasn't right. So right after she got home, she messaged me.
■Bro ■I have something to tell you
>She told me she went with Crust. She felt like she was backstabbing me with those. She said sorry even though she didn't have to.
>They were taking pictures and were talking about making one of them as their pfp. Frappe slipped and told Crust that I wouldn't like that, that I wouldn't like her hanging out with Crust.
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>Crust admitted that she's done something terribly wrong in the past. She admitted she was a liar. She changed now because she learned the consequences of what she did. She didn't want any of it anymore.
"I miss Asia so much"
>It hit me so hard like a bullet. I kept looking back all these years, secretly hoping she would look back too.
>I didn't know she felt that way. She changed.
>I unblocked her messages and saw the things I said out of anger.
> I said sorry for what I've done as well. Frappe told Crust to expect messages from me.
