The Originals

•|Gather Up The Killers|•

[S2E-1]

WARNING! THIS CHAPTER TALKS ABOUT SUICIDE, IF YOU ARE DEPRESSED OR ANYTHING DO NOT READ!

Dear Diary,

I've been strong by force. There was something that kept telling me to hold everything in. Something that I didn't like but felt like I needed to love. What the hell is this and how do I make it stop so that I could properly mourn my siblings.

Niklaus.

Mystic Falls|One Week Later
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Elijah

Walking through the dirt, my blazer was still ripped open along with my shirt. Being under here was doing something to me that I didn't like. My hands were placed in my pocket while I kicked the dirt as I walked.

I've never been so isolated. In my defense this was much more worse than a dagger.

"Elijah?" Hayley's voice sounded causing me to turn around quickly to see her standing with a look of relief on her face.

"Hayley?" I quickly ran towards her and as soon as I tried to pull her into a hug, she vanished. It was like dropping flower on the ground and watching the white dust fly everywhere.

"You really don't know the difference between doomed and healthy do you?" Turning in the other direction Inadu stood there holding a rose bush throne in her hand. One that was dipped in blood, one that was deadly to my family and me. "Your relationship was something that happened. It wasn't meant to be." Inadu's voice echoed as she vanished the same way that Hayley did.

"I know." I nodded. "But as vampires we will love hard until death do us part.." I stated looking around. "AHHH!" I felt the scratch of the rose bush as a force pushed me into the hard wall of dirt and I landed on the ground.

"You were dead when I bit you." Aurora's voice sounded as I used my speed to get up. "Once your siblings save...or even attempt to save you and your bite is exposed to the world's oxygen you will become infected and die a slow, painful, merciless death."

"Yes, I do believe that will happen." I agreed while walking over to her and nodding my head. "However I am not the only one that's dead, but I will be the only one to be resurrected...no matter if centuries pass. Why? Because no one cares for you....Aurora. Not Niklaus, not whoever sent you to come after us, and not your dear brother who left you more than once. That..." I pointed at her. "That is why you haunt my consciousness, because you don't have anything better to do. Your face is a disaster that needs to be beat away from the earths surface and the memories of the ones as to whom has ever even took just the slightest bit of a glance as you. No family, loving family, no real friends, you are pathetic. Killing me will only make you seem even more desperate for a hobby that you think people will love you for. Once you learn to hate one person in particular you can never learn to love them again. That is why Niklaus will to find love in another woman. A Queen, someone who is worth his entire heart, life, and soul. That person is not, nor never will be, you. Aurora."

The space between us grew silent as we stared at other. The words that aggressively rolled off my tongue weren't words that I'd ever say to a person even if I did feel that way.

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Henric

The heavy breathing continued for the last past week which was very exhausting. I don't know what it feels like to be dry anymore, with the sweat dripping down my face everyday.