Chapter 3

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I woke up the next morning with a killer head ache and really swollen eyes.

Before going to school I stopped by 7 eleven to get some coffee, because today I really feel like I have no energy for school.

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I get to school with 15 minutes left for class as always. I don't even think my teacher minds now, im still passing. I sit in my usual spot next to Natalie. She just stares at me.

"Again Marcy ?" she questions me. Obviously cause my eyeliner isnt helping cover up the redness and being swollen.

I nod.

"When are you going to just stop talking to him ? You can do better. There's guys going after you that people are going after. "

"Yeah but I don't care about them. Every time I try to picture myself with someone else I just loose it. I start crying and I tell him I miss him. He tells me to go die , jump in a hole or something" I start tearing up.

"But Marcy look how much of an asshole he is. This isnt the first time. I know 3 years is pretty long but you can't keep doing this to yourself. You look so destroyed. And what did we tell you about cutting yourself ? You promised Janice too ! Shes going to get so disapointed in you. We don't need the two of you crying." she says obviously seeing my cuts.

Well it's true Janice is the sensitive one. We cant really blame her she has problems at home. And everytime she tells me to tell her what's going on with me she starts tearing up. Even when she accidentally touches my scars she starts crying and asking me why I do that.

"Well then just don't tell her. She doesn't even have to know what I did. Let's not make her anymore unhappy than she already is. It's also the last week of school. 3 more days. She doesnt need to be sad on the last days before summer vacation."

And finally the bell rings.

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I walk to computer class by myself. Say good morning to Mr. Nick and sit in my seat. I put my earphones on , put my head down and immediately knock out.

I get woken up by someone next to me saying the teacher is calling my name. He tells me the office called saying to go home because my mom needs me there.

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By the time I get home with my brother I go looking for my mom in her room.

"Why'd you want us to go home ? it was only second period" I ask.

"I just want you guys home . Is that bad ?"

"Where's Amy ? You're not even going to get her ?"

"She's in school. Let's go to the mall Marcy. I know somethings bugging you. Is it James ?"

"No mom." dont cry . don't cry..

"Then let's go to the mall ! Let's go shopping !" She tells me. She's getting all excited.

"Okay." I blankly say.

"Jay are you coming with us?" She ask my brother

"No I don't wanna go. " And I can hear his ps3 turn on.

I remember I used to be on my ps3 24/7 until James took my games and never gave them back. Asshole.

"Okay then. Let's go Marcy ill drive."

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When we get to the mall I immediately regret saying yes to my mom. Im really in no mood to get pushed around people and have them step on my shoes I obviously care so much about. They're clean for a reason people.

"You want Starbucks ? " Mom says stepping inside already.

"Okay"

"Greentea frappe with caramel ?" no surprise she knows my order thats what im always getting.

"Yes thank you mommy." Yeah I call her mommy. 16 calling her mommy. She's pretty young. We get mistaken as sisters all the time. She's only 34 .

After hours and hours of shopping. All im holding are bags from Barnes and Noble, Sheik , and Forever 21. I bought 2 books Wuthering Heights by Emily Bronte and A Farewell to Arms by Ernest Hemingway where I found out about them in a Fan fiction. I bought new combat boots because my previous ones ripped and just a few shirts from Forever.

Finally home !

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Well what a shock the week went by really quick. It's already Friday and im in computer class about to go sleep again . Ive texted James but id rather not say what he's been telling me. I just hate the fact that he acts like he doesnt care about me.

I knock out thinking of the things that I may have done wrong.

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Luke' P.O.V

"Are you lads sure this is the right school?" There was this girl who joined the contest and we've been looking for her. I know the contest doesn't end till next week but her entry was the best from all and I don't know, its wrong but we all think she's cute.

"Yes Luke !" Michael is obviously getting annoyed by me now.

"Well I wouldn't keep asking if its the right school if we haven't passed by 5 schools already that were all the wrong ones."

"Thank Calum. He doesn't even read the name of the school he just enters." Ashton says giggling.

"Ohkay then let's go and get her" Calum finally catching up to us.

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