Lost Star || taekook

seventeen»

i re-read the past chapters i wrote and realized how nonsense this story is omf thank you for those who still take time to read this...

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jin, jungkook, namjoon, and yoongi were all gathered at jungkook's living room. the two angels were informed about the incident that happened and sadly the golden clock that was given to jungkook is now working.

30 days...

that's how many days he only have to complete the mission. but aside from that, they were not only gathered for his own mission but becausw of yoongi too.

"what the hell are you doing yoongi? i thought you want to be alive again but you're not doing any progress." namjoon lectured.

jin knew the reason why yoongi is being like this. the guy was losing hope on his own mission that's why he's just doing his best on helping jungkook.

"namjoon you do know that at the end of the day or at the end of this fucking mission you know that i stand no chance on living once again." yoongi said with a hint of annoyance on his voice.

"so you're giving up? is that what you're doing now, huh? you're wasting this second chance that was given to you!"

"i'm not! i have two missions, one is to make sure jimin would get over his depression which i think i successfully helped him to do so and you known the other one would be impossible to happen." yoongi said with a sigh before silence took over.

namjoon looked at him with dissapointment while jin looked at him with pity. jungkook was silent and confused but he just sat there because he don't want to interrupt them.

"i decided to give jungkook some help with his mission. he has more chance on living again compare to me." yoongi finally said it and namjoon just want to throw a punch at yoongi but that would not solve the problem right now. so namjoon held back and took a deep breath before asking,

"why are you so hopeless?"

"you know the reason..."

"you gotta tell me for me to know it."

jungkook does not know anything and is a hundred percent confused on what's happening. he knows that he has his own problem to handle but he can't leave now, he can't leave his yoongi hyung who's contiuously helped him when he needed him.

"i––i love jimin..."

silence took over once again. namjoon and jungkook were a bit surprised but not seokjin. he knew all of these things so it does not surprise him anymore. it was silent for a minute or two before jungkook decided to break the ice wall.

"what's the problem with that?"

"the problem is that he does not love me back the way i love him. i'm just a bestfriend to him, that's it." his voice break when he said those and namjoon didn't say anything after that. this is the first time for all of them to witness this side of yoongi.

usually he has this tough, intimidating aura when you meet him but not this time. its a new yoongi they're seeing here.

it seems that the angels noticed that yoongi wanted to be alone so they left the scene one by one leaving jungkook with yoongi.

"why are you not leaving kid?"

"why would i leave the person who's always there for me?" jungkook asked back.

yoongi didn't reply but as time passes by, quiet sobs can be heard.

"c–can i ask what's your other mission and uh...why is loving jimin a problem?" the younger asked once again a bit awkward because he don't want to make the older uncomfortable in any way.

"you've been curious for a long time now and yet you only asked now." yoongi let a fake laugh before continuing, "the only way for me to live is for jimin to love me back the way i love him and that's impossible."

"how can you be so sure about that hyung? you never tried asking jimin about his true feelings nor tried to confess to him. don't be negative and please don't give up, i want us to complete our missions together."

"you don't understand, me and jimin were together ever since i moved here in seoul. many years have passed already and i hate to admit it but the first time i saw jimin i knew i'm gonna fall for him. we're always together, i'm always there for him, we became bestfriends. i like him for a long time but he never noticed that. he always had his eyes for other people and not me. he had tons of crushes but i never became part of the list. although this was the case, i still continue to like him until it became love. its cheesy but i just can't resist him." jungkook just listened to yoongi who's currently opening up to him.

"his eye smile that never failed to make me smile back, that smile that never failed to make my day better. his cute giggles that always make my heart weak, the way his voice goes soft when he calls me hyung, the way he eats his food cutely, the way he sings and dance passionately, the way he cringes everytime i say cheesy things, the way his eyes glow when he sees the person he likes, the way he talks about the person he likes, i've noticed all of those small things about him but he never noticed me back." by this time yoongi is crying, he can't hold back the tears anymore. its hurting him and no matter how much he hates being like this, he wanted to let it out, he wanted to show how he truly feels.

"i want to live so badly jungkook, i still wanna see him so bad, i wanna see taehyung be happy with you, i wanna see you guys gaining your relationship back, i want the four of us to hang out once again, i don't want to leave but i have no choice."

"hyung please don't be like this. you have the chance, you just need courage. come on hyung you're not a quitter." jungkook tries to say it in a positive way so it'll encourage the older one but sadly it didn't work.

"jimin wouldn't love someone who's broken and depressed like me. someone who committed suicide, he  deserves a better man." jungkook want to say more but he chose to be quiet. it seems that yoongi needs time to think first and maybe––maybe he's willing to meet jimin for his hyung.

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wow yoonmin angst
i'm sorry. also, i want
to finish writing this
fic already bcs this
story is bad why r
u still reading this?
i'm a terrible author
with terrible stories
sorry :")