He calls me STUPID

Chapter 6

"Ok I'm here"  Sarah says sitting on a chair in front of the readers. "I came alone today.... Emma is busy so I'll go on without her" she smiled a little. "So I......"

I came into my room and I jumped on my bed, face to pillow. Was I jealous? Why?  I didn't know, I'm so confused, I don't know what's up with me....

I closed my eyes and drifted away into my World. Oh how I love my little World, my peaceful and happy place. My safe and fun place, the only place I can be myself.

I was sitting on a rock on the beautiful blue beach but suddenly the clouds came over the blue sky and it started raining. The wind started blowing and the waves got bigger and bigger. It was getting closer to me but I coudn't move. I look down and someone tied me to the rock so I can't move. When I see who tied me down, it's Amber. "WHY IS SHE IN MY DREAMS UGH, I DON'T WANT TO SEE HER PIG FACE IN MY DREAMS TOO.  Actually it's not a dream if she's in it, IT'S A FREAKING NIGHTMARE!" the big wave is right above me. I close my eyes shut.

But then I wake up, I'm all sweaty. I wipe the sweat off my forehead "I must've gotten really scared if I'm waking up in..." I check my phone "...4 AM." Wellp I better take a shower.

I take my clothes and leave my room. When I pass Sams room I see the light in his room is on. Is he watching porn or something, it's 4 in the morning.

I decide to check on him "Sam?" I poke my head inside the room. He's sitting at his desk, writing something, his other hand in his beautiful brown hair. He doesn't seem to notice me so I come inside and tap him on the shoulder.

"Huh?..." he looks at me obviously sleepy, "what are you doing in here?" he asks rubbing his eyes.

"The lights were on and it's like 4 AM, what are you doing?" I ask "Shouldn't you be resting?"

"I'm writing down everything I missed today at school... It's 4 AM?" he yawnes. "I guess I was up all night."

"ALL NIGHT?!" I snapped at him "YOU WERE UP ALL NIGHT YOU STUPID IDIOT, WE STILL HAVE SCHOOL TODAY DO YOU WANNA COLLAPSE AGAIN?!"

"Stop yelling you stupid bitch do you wanna wake dad up?" he glares at me.

"I don't care. I don't know why you're doing this to yourself...." I look away "At least get some sleep now, idiot...."

"Alright fine, I don't wanna worry anyone again..." he says looking at his phone "I'll set my alarm to wake me at 6.30. Better?"

"Yeah..." I turn my back on him and leave to take a shower

I take my clothes off and go into the shower. Cold water splashing my back.

"Ahh" I actually enjoy showering in cold water, it helps me think and chill.

Why was Amber in my dream? No I mean nightmare... Why was I even thinking about the blonde pig... Maybe something bad is about to happen.... I have a bad feeling about this...

When I finish, I dry my body and put my clothes on. And tie my hair in a ponytail just like always. I don't put on makeup, too expensive, makes my skin oily And completely unnecessary.

"I feel you girl" I tap Sarah on the shoulder..

I check my phone and it's 6 AM.

Wow I showered for 1 hour, that's less than I usually do.

I got to my room to get my notebooks and bag ready for school.

"I forgot to do my homework..." I bit my lip remembering last night. I said I'd do it but ended up sleeping. WELLP SCREW IT IMMA COPY GABYS HOMEWORK.

Maybe I'll go to school with Sam today. I don't wanna see that witch with too much makeup and the blonde pig.

I go to my brothers room and he's already up. "Feeling less tired now idiot?" I ask "Nope but I'm still gonna go to school weirdo." He says back at me.

"Tf? You callin me a weirdo yet you're the one who likes going to school." I shake my head. "That's not weird." His face is bright red "Why are you embarrassed, being weird is awesome." I poke him with my elbow and he looks down.

"I'm not like you." He says with his head still down "Duuh no one's like me, I'M CRAZY!" I say with my hands up "I'M CRAZY AND I KNOW IT!" I sing and start dancing ridiculously.

He finally laughs "Yeah that's right, I don't wanna see you not smile you big idiot" I say poking his cheek with my finger.

"Thanks sis" he smiles "Any time" I smile back.

"Anyways, can I come walk with you to school?" I ask.

"Ummm sure but Robbie and Alex are comin too. You ok with that?" When he says Alexs  name I get this weird feeling in my stomach.

Wait NO DON'T TELL ME. DON'T TELL ME I ACTUALLY LIKE ALEX?! IS THAT WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME?! Well I actually kinda new I liked him I just wanted to convince myself I didn't. *sigh*

"Yeah it's fine with me." I say "When we leaving?"

"Umm right about now is fine" he says looking at his phone "Let's Go."