A L O N E || K.TH

三

he stood up, walking out the house. he decided to go for a walk, not caring where he's going.

letting his thoughts get to him, he remembered that day. the day after she died.

it was hell for him, everywhere he would go there would be people glaring at him, cursing, even throwing things at him.

some people didn't even know who she was, heck they didn't even know the story. they only knew that it was his fault.

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he was walking home from hanging out at his friends house.

he was happy, not knowing what was gonna happen in the future.

that's until he got that phone call, the phone call that made his smile fall. his breath hitch.

he sprinted, pushing people out of the way. all he wanted to do was see her. hoping it was all a lie, hoping his friends were just pulling a prank.

something inside him saw this coming. yet he did nothing about it, and this is were it all started.

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"Taehyung, you asshole." her friend screeched.

"n-no, no no no no NO!" he crouched down hands on his head. not believing what's happening.

"what are you doing freak?! get up and leave, it's all your fault." he ignored her.

funny she wasn't there for her until she died. he squeezed his eyes shut, trying to keep himself calm.

taking in deep breaths he got up. looking at the scene in front of him.

he slowly made his way towards her bloody body. seeing a note in her hand, he reached for it.

"uh, uh, uh" his hand got slapped away. "look at this guy, thinking he can touch her" she laughed catching everyone's attention.

"look here honey, you're not allowed near her. she's dead because of you remember?"

"h-how, h-how do you know that?" he stuttered to afraid to hear the truth.

she bent down grabbing the note " this of course" she opened it, reading every word painfully slow.

"see! it's clearly stated here that it's your fault" she smirked seeing the fear in his eyes.

"that can't be true" his eyes widened, "oh but it is" she giggled.

he suddenly froze, why isn't this girl upset? i thought they were friends...

he was now confused, upset, and scared.

he did realise, realise that he didn't give her enough attention, didn't love her as much as he promised he would. he basically forgot about her.

it was true after all.

it was his fault.

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