A L O N E || K.TH

零

he walked down the empty street, hands stuffed into his pockets.

he snuggled his face into his scarf, trying to find a way to stay warm.

he felt alone, almost as if he had nothing left. sighing he chuckled.

"it's all my fault" he mumbled to himself.

"this is all my fault" tears filling his eyes.

slowly one by one the tears fell. letting everything out, he fell to the ground crying his broken heart out.

he didn't care anymore, he couldn't hold it in anymore.

he couldn't continue lying to himself, saying he was happy, he was fine.

it was all fake, no one seemed to notice though. they all thought he got over it.

it wasn't their fault, they wouldn't know. he was good at acting.

his friend has given up, everyday he would ask him if he was okay.

"yah, Taehyung you okay?" worry evident in his voice.

"i told you, i'm fine" his smile forced.

his friend sighed, nodding.

"if you say so"

that would happen almost every week. one day he stopped finally giving up.

his tears stopped, he wiped away his tears taking in deep breaths. he got up continuing his journey as if nothing happened.

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he stood in front of a bar. his mind was telling him to go in, his heart saying otherwise.

"fuck it" he pushed the door open, all eyes heads turned towards him.

the bar was rather empty, he walked over taking a seat.

"what would you like?" the bartender asked.

"give me your strongest drink" he took out his wallet.

he wanted to forget, at least for now. he wanted to drink the pain away.

"you sure sir? you don't look like your in the righ—" he put his hand up cutting the guy off.

"your getting money aren't you? just shut up and give me the drink" he snapped.

one drink turned into 3, 3 turned into 10, each time a different drink was served.

"g-give me another" he tiredly put his hand up, catching the bartender's attention.

"sir, i think that's enough" his brows furrowed, he frowned standing up.

"g-give meee the fuccc—" he dropped to the ground.

"Shit" the bartender muttered not knowing how to react.

"JIMIN" a young boy came running out from the back.

"yes uncle?" his eyes trailing down to where his uncle was pointing.

his eyes widened "Taehyung" his voice barely audible.

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