Ben drowned X reader

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*You shook in his tight hug but then quickly relaxed knowing that Ben wouldn't even try to harm you at all since he just admitted he loves you... and if he should even tried to hurt you, well you'll have no choice but to fight back... something that was right in front of you, someone who mostly everyone in the world knew who he is.

Y/N: B-Ben... I-I'm not gonna reject your love for me b-but there are just many things that I'm not sure of yet... I know nothing when it comes to a relationship, what if I make you mad on accident or make you lose your temper. I want to make you happy really, but I don't know where to start. Can we maybe, start of slowly or is that too much to ask from you?

*Ben pins you down on the floor, longing to kiss your sweet lips, though he was leaning more to touch them with his, he stops. Aching to meet your lips with his, he knew in his heart and mind that he cannot force himself on you. Because to him losing you even if you two aren't officially dating would break his heart. So instead of a kiss he decided to gently hold your hand while the other hand rubs your cheek softly*

Ben's mind: Why did she say that... Is it that I'm not good enough for her? Is it that she's nervous being with a monster like me? ... I love you so much y/n... please don't reject me. I need you, I want you, and... I only wish to love you my princess. So I'll give you time to open up to me, even if I have to wait a couple years, just please don't push me away.

*He lets you go slowly, eventually getting up as he grabbed both your hands to pull you up. Ben got on one knee like a prince would do to propose to a lady. He gently placed your hand on his cheek as if wanting to be caressed by you as a form of affection*

Y/n: ... Would you accept me for me? Would you stay by my side till the very end? I only want to be loved for the real me not a fake or pretend that I adore you. I've had my fair share of pretending being someone else for quite a while... I wouldn't want to be someone I'm not to deceive your feeling for me. I won't push you away just please wait for me a bit. Would I be your one and only love in the world both death and life or would you just go for another girl who pleasures your every needs like other tempted guys that are in this human world...

*You felt a bit of blush saying such words that you had never said to anyone else. You trembled thinking of the day that he might leave you for another if you should be his and only his. Would all your faithfulness and loyalty be thrown away? Just like when you dedicated yourself to a boy who never even noticed you despite being his supposedly future bride. Would all your hard work to make the relationship work be for nothing?*

Ben: Of course I would still accept you for who you really are. After all, I would regret nothing in having you for myself and only myself till the very end even if you should die early or till your last living day I will continue on cherishing you, loving you, and being loyal to you... I may be a murderer I know that, yet you don't seem to be scared nor seem to mind the fact about me being a killer which makes me all the more reason to love you. Not only that, but who am I to judge you? I'm literally a creepypasta who is standing in the flesh, I don't think at this rate I should be criticizing what you do, like, dislike, you know? *Kisses your hand then puts both his hands around your waist as red tears fall* I beg of you... don't leave me for any other man in your life... don't break my heart that I had given you. I may not be able to live like a normal human boy but that doesn't mean I can't hold back or be sane in front of you...

Y/n:... Alright Ben, I won't leave your side nor will I choose another guy over you because I'm going to be loyal to you... I just hope you do the same with me being yours in the distant future. But for now let's start as friends, no benefits I always dreamed of a true love relationship not just a "feeling each other" relationship.

*You pat his head trying to comfort him. Ben's eyes began shining so brightly, that he finally stopped putting on a frown to a smile crossing his mouth*

Ben: You y/n are my princess and I am your prince, your my angle who will save me from hatred and depression at all times. I will treat you fair and loyal to win your whole heart and love in order to be by your side. But I don't want to lose you to anyone nor anything, so I'll slowly do my best to win you over as innocently and pure as possible. I won't listen into your conversations through your phone or teleport through any technology near where you are... unless I have your consent of course. I don't plan to treat you like my victims, certainly it would creep you out right? *Says as he gives you a serious gaze*

Y/n: Oh I don't need much to be happy, I always only wanted to make special memories with the boy I love. Maybe have a couple romantic gestures here and there, a serenade of my favorite song even if it's just once. Go out on public dates while holding hands, but that's in the future once I opened a little more up to you. I promise I won't make you wait long. *You gave him a reassuring smile while tears start falling off from your eyes too*

Ben: Why are you crying? Have I been insensitive or seem to pushy? Please don't cry, it pains me seeing you this way. I'll make those dreams of yours come true some how, I'll just have to figure out how. *He wipes off your tears while kissing your cheek but you simply laughed at his reaction*

Y/n: You dummy, no no its not tears of sadness their tears of happiness and joy silly. *You kiss his cheek since you were embarrassed of kissing him on the lips* I can not help but fall for your charms, but we'll make progress step by step. I'll do my best to have the courage to open up more and not be afraid of showing my true colors in front of you.

Ben: Just having you is enough to make me forget about this unrequited love. If I was an angel I would gladly give up my wings just to have you all to myself.

*He says confidentially as he slowly rubs your head*