Ben drowned X reader

Jealousy

*Though you listened to Ben, something was distracting you. Your mind was jumping from one conclusion to another. As you tried to put the pieces together of who this person was.*
Y/n's mind: So this is Ben Drowned?! I mean it has to be right? The doors are all locked, and the windows are shut tight since my parents and me don't ever budge them open unless something's burning. He literally came out of the tv, but then... how come I didn't see his face on the screen? Does he choose to be incognito or unseen whenever he is inside an electronic? But how can that be?

*After Ben had given you an explanation, he began feeling nervous since he just met you. Ben couldn't help but feel a bit embarrassed for not meeting you in a different or better place to slowly approach you. You offered him to stay a bit since you felt like getting to know him and listen to his life story since it may or may not be true like the one online. While the two of you sat down on the floor Ben would first look at you with a more taken aback expression, after all you didn't look like you wanted to run away or avoid him. So he slowly but surely begins talking about himself and what he does to other people, surprisingly you didn't seem fazed or reacted in a negative way. Though the passing time you just stood there quietly listening to him, giving your opinion on what you thought about his past and the reason why you weren't scared of him anymore.*

Y/N: If I was in your situation and my life was a constant nightmare like yours then I would have murdered many people too for revenge. Only I would have targeted people who were cruel, bullies, manipulative, jerks, or so. Maybe giving them a warning or a second chance to change after they got close to passing out.

*While hearing you, Ben's heart skipped a beat. Not just because you looked beautiful to him, it was that you acknowledged him. You accepted him for what he does and who he is, in his mind he wanted to take you back to his room to have you and never let you leave him alone. But he wouldn't dream of forcing you to go with him. After all, he too was once a living human boy and the idea of being forced into something one doesn't want to do is like saying no one has a saying. Just because he is a hostile ghost doesn't mean he has to completely forget manners.*

Ben: I can't believe that you haven't already ran away from me. Granted you did move away from me when I wanted to reach out to you, but it was because I was worried. Even after you heard my story, instead of taking the chance to get away from me... You stayed and imagined yourself in my point of view.

*He says as he places his right hand under his chin looking at you with an amused expression*

Y/n: Well... why would I want to run away from you if you had a reason on killing people for what they have done to you. I can't say it's a good thing but neither can I judge your actions of the past, present, and future. But I kinda of was afraid I would die today, since your known for you know killing.

*You say as you squeeze your (favorite plushie) while smiling*

Ben: There's a reason why I didn't kill you, I found you interesting. And because of my curiosity I decided to get to know you. Don't worry I have no intention of ending your life any time soon, I just want to get to know you more since it's been a long time the last time I've felt.... lonely.

*He lays down on his back while putting his hands on the floor, though Ben wanted to say love. He couldn't bring himself to say it since it would be weird for a girl to be confessed about one's love if neither the two have known each other well enough. That and because he wanted to express his love in a different way and time.*

Y/N: I see... So you found me interesting, that's something I have never heard of before. Normally all the kids at school prefer to stay away from me or not interested in what I do. Though if it saved me from being killed, I'm willing to comply with you.

Ben: Comply or are you secretly one of my fans. Come on, I know that's not the only reason. Also, y/n what's with the plushy? I know that you told me it's one of your favorite animals but still, why are you holding it so tight.... I won't take it away from you I promise.

Ben's mind: Oh how lucky you are sweet plushy, to be able to feel y/n's warmth from her body, her kindness of love, and her soft arms holding you to never leave you... damn you (name of the plushy)l

Y/n: Well um.. it's a very important gift to me Ben from a special person...

Ben: A boyfriend!? Um ugh your father?! Maybe a friend?! Yeah! That's it right! A friend *He says while standing up*

Y/n: Yes you could say a friend... but it's actually my friend/cousin yet I see them as my closest family... because of their sweet kindness they have shown me in all my life even if we were separated by our parents since our childhood. I still cherish the time's we've been together now that we are apart.

Ben: O-Oh well um haha this is awkward then *He scratches behind his ear* But um could I ask you something else...

Y/N: Yeah sure go ahead

Ben: Will you give me a chance to... be someone important and special to you.. I know I just introduced myself and I don't know you all too well but please give me a chance... It's just that I felt a strong feeling in my chest when I saw you. I don't know why it suddenly happened, but when I saw tears falling off your face. It made me feel terrible, upset, angry, and just what the urge to see your smile again. I can't say you must date me because I'll kill you, but I also don't understand if what I'm feeling is really love since it's been so long.*He clutches his hands into fists as his eyes were looking into yours, waiting for your response*

Y/n: um... I don't know what to say Ben I never had a boyfriend before and well... I'm not so sure I'll be your perfect match. I have no experience when it comes to love or dating.

*You lower your head as you rub your arm, not wanting to disappoint him since you enjoyed his company. Though you didn't reject him, you still didn't want to embarrass him for being a klutz or bring him shame. Despite Ben looking attractive to you and finding him charming it doesn't mean you wish to put Ben in trouble with his job and life.*

Ben: ... I don't care if your not my perfect match all I know that today I feel that my undead heart has been stolen by you and has been alive just for you... I won't allow others to take you away from me, even if it means... *He grabs your wrist pushing you close to his chest while pulling your chin up to look at him as his eyes turn a red yet lifeless sight* Making you mine for all eternity my sweetheart *He kisses you pulling away your plushie tearing apart the head slowly while dropping it to the ground* You'll only love me more then anything else whether if its alive or not the most important things you have that comfort you my sweetie... I'm sorry it has to be this way but I'll give you more affection then you could ever dream of *He pecks your cheek as you let a couple of tears fall as you nod* I'll respect you and bring you gifts, I'll be someone you can love and won't need to change. If you want me to change a little to the guy you wish to date I'll do it, I am capable of it. I promise you that much...