Help Me Survive (A Negan FanFic)

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I walked down the hall the the room we put the girl in. I knocked on her door. I heard scuffling and then the door opened. "If you have a knife give it to me now." I said holding out my hand. She looked at my arm. I wanted her to see it. I wanted her to know she's not alone. He took her hand from behind her back and gave me a large kitchen knife.

I put it in my back pocket. "Can I come in?" I asked her. "Do I have much of a choice." She said stepping aside so I could walk in. She closed the door behind me. "Why did you bring me here?" She asked me. I noticed that she had on a sweater and jeans. "I saw your arms and legs. You clearly saw my arm." She looked down and put her hands in her pockets. "That dosnt answer my question." She said ashamed.

"I want to help you um- whats your name?" I asked her. "Carolina." She said. I nodded. "Well Carolina, I'm Lexi." I said. "How are you going to help me? Taking me away from my family. That makes it worse." She said. Irritated. "I get it. But I killed one of your friends so I couldn't just go and check up on you every few days now could I?" She shook her head. "Guess not but... Why do you want to help me." I looked at her. "How old are you?" I asked. "16." She replied. "How long have you been self harming?" I asked. "Since I was 12." She said. I nodded. "Well. I'm 27 and I've been selfharming seice I was 11. I don't want you to end up like me." I told her.

We talked for an hour or so before I left. I walked back to me and Negan's room. I saw he wasn't in there so I layed down on the bad and cried quietly. I heard the door open and Negan walked in. He saw me and walked over to the bed and sat down. "What the hell happened?" He asked. "N-negan.... That poor girl.... She's been through so much shit... H-h-her.... T-the men in h-her group....th-they..." He pulled me close and gave me a bear hug I hugged him back. "It's OK...you helped her she dosnt have to deal with them anymore." He gently said.

We sat like that alittle longer. "Hey." He said gently making me look at him. "I fuckin love you." He said. I smiled. "I fucking love you too." I said. I got off the bed and walked to the door. "Where are you going?" He asked me. "I havnt eaten all day." I explained. He nodded.

I walked to the kitchen. I looked through the cupboards and the fridge. We had some apples so I grabbed two. One for me one for Negan. I walked back to our room and threw it at him. He didn't have time to react so it landed roughly on his stomach. "Fuck!" He yelled as he saw me standing into he door way chuckling. "Asshole." He said laughing with me. "Dickhead." I shot back as I sat down next to him and took a bite of my apple.

(Sorry this chapter was short but I just wanted to update this story its been a while and thank you all for voting and reading it really means a lot)