Help Me Survive (A Negan FanFic)

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I walked to the girls room. I knocked on the door and she sleepily opened the door. "Morning." She mumbled to me. "Morning Carolina." I said walking in. "Did you get much sleep last night?" I asked her.

"No. Not really. There's a couple next door around your age and they were going at it almost all night long." She complained. I laughed. "That's why I sleep on the upper levels." I said.

She walked over to her dresser and pulled out the bullet box. "You dropped this." She said. "Did you use them?" I asked her. "No. Thought about it but I didn't." She replied. I took the box from her.

"Good. I dropped them on purpose. I was testing you." I told her honestly. "Well do I get an a?" She asked scarastically. "You would have but its been moved to a B for sass." I played along. She chuckled. "Can you get out so I can get dressed." She asked. "I'm coming back in twenty minutes." I told her as I walked out and closed the door behind me.

I walked up to Negan's room and ploppled on the couch. He flinched awake. "Why are you up so early?" He asked me. "I was masterbaiting." I said sarcastically. "I went to talk to Carolina." I told him. He was laughing about what I said before that.

"Oh you would have loved to see that you perverted fuck." I said to him. He nodded. "Of fucking course I would." I blushed slightly. He took notice and laughed some more.

"I told her I'd be back in twenty minutes. So see ya." I said as I walked out and back to her room. I knocked on the door and she opened it in normal cloths. "Hey." She said. "Hi." I replied.

I walked in and sat down on her bed. "Who told you to come in. How do you know I'm not hiding a dead body?" She joked. "You've got one fucked sense of humour." I told her. "I know." She simply replied.

"So...." She trailed off as she sat next to me. "What pushed you so far to the point you went that deep?" She asked pointing to my arm. I sighed.

"My cousin was killed. He was only a few months old when it all started. I was watching him while his mom was at work. So I looked after him and kept him safe." I took a deep breath.

"He was the reason I kept going... Then on my first line up. I forgot to lock the RV door and he got out. One on the men that was lined up killed him. So I killed everyone in that line.. And then we went home and I tried to kill myself.." I said a tear falling down my cheek.

"Negan seems like a monster... He is and so am I... He saved my life that night Carolina. He found me and took me to the doc. I wasn't taking care of myself for weeks after. He would nag me until I ate and drank. He made sure I didn't try it again until I was thinking straight." I whispered to her.

She nodded. "I'm really sorry that happened." She said rubbing my back. "Your not a monster... And I'm sure if I got to know the Negan your talking about I would say the same about him." She said.

"Do you want to meet him... Well you know not the 'imma about to beat the holy fuck fucking fuckty fuck outta one of you.' Him?" I asked after I finished immateting him.

"She looked alittle scared but she nodded. " OK let's go then. We walked to me and Negan's room I opened the door cause I never knock anymore. I saw negan standing at his dresser butt ass naked. "Holy shit!" I said covering Carolina's eyes with my hands.

He chuckled and put some pants on. "Shirt too!" I demanded. He grumbled and put his T-shirt on. "Better?" He asked as I took my hands of Carolina's eyes. "Ya." I said walking in with her close behind me.

I told her to sit on the couch which she did. Negan sat in the chair opposite if her. "So we havnt officially met. I'm Negan." He extended a hand for her to shake. She did and then pulled her hand back to her side.

We all talked and laughed for a while before Carolina complained about being Hungary. "I can go by myself imma big girl." She said after I told her I would go with her. I rolled my eyes. "Fine." I said leaning back.

"She's got a twisted sense if humour." Negan said after she walked out. "Ya but at least she's not a fucking perv like someone I know." I said lightly slapping his chest.

He grabbed my face gently and pulled me closer to him. He stopped when out noses touched. I smashed my lips to his not being able to take it anymore. He pulled me onto his lap and I placed my knees on either side of him.

He quickly deepened the kiss putting his hands on my back. He picked me up and laied me on the couch getting over me and smashed his lips to mine again.

We heard thee door open and saw Carolina standing in the door way. "Uuummm....." She trailed off. Negan got off of me and I sat up imbarassed. "S-should I leave?" She questioned awkwardly. "Um... You don't have to." Negan told her. "I don't wanna see you try to eat her face." She said.

I blushed. "I'll eat her face later not in front of you though." He said with a laugh. This made me blush more. I face palmed. Negan laughed and nudged my shoulder lightly.

She sat down awkwardly across from us. "Sorry you saw that." I said still trying to his my red face. "Ya sorry if I caused any permanent phicolagical damage." He said. "Too late" she joked. "I've walked in on my parents one to many times." She said. I laughed alittle uncovering my face.

We talked for alittle longer. She yawned. Which understood. She wasn't able to sleep last night. "Have fun eating her face Negan. I'm going to try and take a nap she said as she walked out."

I rolled my eyes when she closed to door. Me and Negan looked at each other and not even five seconds later he was on top of my me kissing me rather roughly. I pushed him away slightly so I could breath. He chuckled and started kissing my neck.

He started sucking a hickey into my sweet spot. I moaned quietly burring my face in the crook if his neck. There was a knock at the door. "Shit." Negan mumbled.

He got off me and opened the door. "What Si?" He asked slightly irritated with his friend. "I walked by heard some 'strange noises' and I wanted to piss you off a little." He chuckled. Negan slammed the door in his face. "Rude." I teased. "I don't care." He smirked as he pulled me up and pressed me against the wall.

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(You can guess what happened next but I didn't want to write it out just yet cause I'm at my cousins house and she won't fucking go to sleep its 1:12 and she's six prancing around like a damn deer HELP ME!!)