Help Me Survive (A Negan FanFic)

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Peter on that day I walked to the kitchen and made a sand which. I still had a smile on my face about what had happened only a few short hours ago.

I was walking to that cafeteria when I ran into Negan and Simon. "Why are you smiling so much." He asked sarcastically. I glanced at Negan and looked at my food blushing. I heard Negan chuckle. "I know why." He joked.

"No you don't." I said playfully. He raised his eyebrows at me. He stepped closer to me. "Do you want me to remind you why your so happy?" He sarcastically challenged. "Maybe later. But right now I'm hungry." I said. And with that I walked away.

Negan went to Alexandria a few hours ago. I was sitting in his room doodling. I didn't draw often. Only when I'm bored. But, I'm bored a lot. So ya I draw a lot.

I heard foot steps and then the door flew open. I jumped alittle. Negan had shaved his face. My jaw dropped. I started at his shaven face in awe. "What?" He asked sarcastically. "What- What did you do to your beard." I asked. He chuckled. "I kept saying I had to shave that shit and I did." He replied

"I think you look a lot sexyer with a beard." I said turning back to my notebook. He chuckled again. "You sure about that?" He questioned gently making me stand up. He leaned in and kissed me. It was a lot smoother without his facial hair there. I have to admit it felt a lot better.

"OK fine. You can shave your beard." I said after he pulled away. He smirked. "I was gonna do it either way." He said. I smiled at him. "So how did it go?" I asked. "I had to kill a guy. Arot shot this woman and Rick has a fucking baby." He replied.

"Rick, has a baby?" I questioned. "Fuck ya." Negan said. I couldn't help but feel a little jealous. I've always wanted kids... Never got the chance to have them before the world went to shit.

And then Brady came to mind. "Lexi? You OK?" Negan asked sensing my change in mood. I just hugged him and buried my face in his leather covered chest. He comfortingly rubbed my back. "I miss him too." He whispered.

I was fighting tears like no tomorrow. I wasn't going to cry. I pulled away and looked into Negan's eyes. He was looking back at me with saddened eyes.

He reached up and cupped my cheek. He gently pulled me closer to his face and gently kissed me. I felt butterflies in my stomach. I don't care how much I kiss this man he'll always make me feel this way.

When we pulled away we heard a knick at the door. "Ya?" I asked loudly. Carolina opened the door. "Hey." She said not looking the best. "What's wrong?" I asked her.

"Nothing. Just bored outta my damn mind." She groaned. I knew it was something more. But I choose not to press the subject right now.

"But do you have any paper and pencil?" She asked. I nodded and grabbed my note book and pencil. I handed it to her. "Is that all you want?" I asked.

"Yep." She said as she walked out closing the door behind her. I chuckled at her. I felt Negan's breath on my neck. "Why are you breathing on me?" I asked him as I turned around. He had a smile on his face. "What?" I asked.

He pulled me closer to him and hugged me. "Your just fucking adorable." He said. I smiled. "Not really but OK." I said pecking his lips.

"Confidence is sexy, Lexi. You should try it sometime." He said teasingly. "I know. I see it on you enough." I told him.

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I was walking with Negan down the hall and to the outside of the compound.

"HELP! LEXI! NEGAN!" I heard Carolina scream. I tensed up and looked around. "CAROLINA!" I yelled running in the direction I heard her voice. Negan was close behind me.

I saw some guy around forty pinning Carolina against a wall. I ran up and grabbed the collar of his shirt and roughly pulled him off of her.

"What the hell was that!" I yelled in his face. He smirked at me. "You think I'll take orders form some bitch." He spat. Negan gently pulled me aside and grabbed the man's throat roughly. "But you will take orders from me! Lexi is second in command! You listen to her like its me." He yelled.

I walked over to Carolina and hugged her. She his her face in the crook of my neck and sobbed. "Lexi take her to her room! Now!" Negan ordered.

I nodded and lead Carolina to her room and shut the door behind us. She sat down on her bed and cried. I held her in my arms and comforted her.

A while later Negan walked in. "She OK." He asked. I nodded Carolina still in my arms. Negan sat down on the other side if her. He rubbed her back comfortingly.

She let go of me and hugged Negan still lightly crying. He hugged her back tightly.

I leaned my head on her back trying to comfort her.

(Sorry this chapter sucks the next will have a small time skip so ya until next time)