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I'm back

Gabby's POV
i landed in Cali about 15 minutes ago. i'm waiting for my bags when i get a text from adapt.

'i'm by the enterance, so once you get your stuff just come over here'

that made me so happy. i can't wait to see all the guys again!

once i grab my bags, i head towards the entrance. when i get close enough, i notice a group of boys standing near the entrance with their hoods up. i notice the faze logo on one of them facing towards me. the boy looks up from his phone and i notice it's nordan. a smile grows on his face, along with mine.

i ran up to them as fast as i can, lugging my suitcases behind me. when i reach them, i'm engulfed into a group hug. they were recording the entire time.

nordan, lucas, alex, banks, nikan, nick, julia and maddie were all there. this is my home. this is my family. what would i do without them? what if i stayed in New Jersey and didn't take the risk to move all the way across the country? i wouldn't have the best family a girl could ask for.

after the hug pulled apart, i opened snapchat and recorded a video of all of them. i captioned it 'the best way to be welcomed back to Cali😭❤️'. then, we all took a group selfie and posted that too.

"i missed you guys so much if i'm honest. it was nice back in New Jersey, but i just felt like i was missing something" i confessed

"awe. little savage got feelings" banks said

"shut up banks" i laughed

"don't you ever pull that shit again. you can't just up and leave us" alex snapped

"yeah. really. not allowed" nordan added

"okay. okay. i'm sorry"

"way to ruin a sentimental moment guys" nikan spoke up

"for real. she was trying to be nice for once." Julia added. we all laughed

"before we leave, can we go to starbucks to get something to eat? imma little hungry" i laughed the last part. they all agreed and headed towards all the food places.

i was walking when i felt arms grab me from behind, stopping me from moving forward. i looked up to see Lucas. i turned around and embraced him in the best hug i've ever received.

"i missed you the most out of anyone" i say into his chest

"Gabrielle. i've never missed someone as much as i missed you while you were gone. i don't know why. you just have this effect one me" he said as he rested his head on top of mine

"Lucas. i slept in your hoodie every night and even wore it out once. you never left my mind" i confess

"i really think i have feelings for you Gabby and i don't understand what's happening. we've only known each other for a short amount of time, but i'm crazy about you"

i felt tears swelling up in my eyes. no guy has ever treated me like this before. lucas is literally the sweetest person i've ever met. i don't deserve him.

"what did i ever do to deserve someone like you?"

"i ask myself the same thing whenever i look at you"

we finally pull away, but connect hands and walk back to the group. everybody either has their drink or is still ordering. everyone is just in such a good mood. California itself just has an all around better mood than New Jersey.

people are vloggin, others are snapchatting and some are just sitting or standing around. Lucas said he'd buy my bagel and coffee for me  and it made me so happy. i don't know why. i just love being in his presence.

alex points his phone towards us and i know he's taking a picture. i hug Lucas and bury my head into his back. i don't have makeup on and i know that shouldn't make a difference, but i'm so tired it makes it even worse.

we sit down to drink and eat our stuff that everyone got. i sat on Lucas' lap because i am absolutely obsessed with this kid.

we gathered into cars and tried to squeeze as best as we could. they only brought two cars, so everyone was squished and the girls were sitting on the guys laps. i sat between Adapt and Blaze. my head was resting in Blaze's chest, but my legs were slung over Adapt's legs. i was just too tired to care about even being comfortable at this point. i just wanted to sleep.

i ended up falling asleep during the car ride, along with most of the other people. we ended up just crashing at the Hollywood Hills FaZe house because it was closer to the airport and everyone just wanted to be in bed.

Lucas and i fell asleep on the couch and i haven't slept that well in actually so long. i am so incredibly comfortable i don't want to ever leave his grasp.