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Realization

Gabby's POV
i woke up from my nap and realized i was still laying on lucas' stomach. he was playing on his phone before he moved it and showed his beautiful smile i fell in love with.

"good morning beautiful" he said

"morning hot stuff" i giggled

"well that's a new one" i chuckled

"i know. i just feel different today. like something switched and i could just tell it's gonna be a good day" i wrapped my arms around his torso and laid my head back down on his stomach, a smile creeping on my face.

"well. i posted on insta a picture of you sleeping. surprise, the fans know."

"i thought we were gonna wait a bit longer?" i was confused. we were planning on telling them later. granted , it has been a little over three months.

"i know but it's been over three months and i need to show everyone the love i have for my girl" he plays with my hair.

"i mean, okay." i start thinking about all the potential hate i could get from this. i don't get as much as i thought i was going to when i first started hanging out with the guys, but this is different. i'm dating one of them.

"it's not like i can do anything now, it's already posted." he lets out a slight laugh

"is there a lot of hate towards me right now?"

"not much. obviously there's people that don't agree with it, but mostly everyone's happy and said they saw it coming and everything."

i pick up my phone and look at all the replies. he's not lying. a lot of people are cheering us on and that makes me insanely happy.

this boy makes me so happy.

the fact that these girls and guys are so protective over him and his kind heart and they trust me enough to not hurt him, makes me so so so happy. i could never explain the appreciation and love i have for his fans, my fans and him especially.

i look back up at him smile bigger than i ever have before. he stares deep into my eyes and right here is when i finally realize, all this time that i've been missing home, but i've failed to realize this is my home. all of the friends i've made out here are my family.

"i love you more than you will ever know." my voice cracks, a tear burning my cheek. this wasn't a tear of sadness, though. it's a tear of realization. a tear of love. a tear of happiness.

"i love you as well" he caresses my cheek with his thumb and wipes my drop of happiness away.