like that sun ; l.sh

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the sun was just spreading her last, weak rays over the city's skyline, when seunghoon left the office block he was actually working in. somehow the past days and weeks had felt kinda lonely. even his usual buddies wouldn't find the time for him.

that's when he actually started questioning if they really were his friends. he remembered the night when he had played video games with that certain girl, nam yeji, in order to keep her from drinking. the memory made his lips curl in a small smile. since when did he act like that?

seunghoon didn't believe in emotions, they were useless anyways, and it wasn't as if anyone ever showed true consideration of affection towards him.

sneaking the nth glanze at the vodka bottle on the shelf, yeji was slowly being eaten up by all the overwhelming emotions. maybe she should get over the past and forget everything, but the past was the only thing she could hold onto. her past was what kept her alive and destroyed her at the same time.

she thought of lee seunghoon and his yet rude, but harshly caring attidue. if it hadn't been him, she would've probably drunk herself into coma and still she hated to admit that.

would it matter if she fucked up one last time?