Behind The Scenes // Domilly

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This chapter was written on a flight that I was supposed to sleep on so if it gets crazy or really bad, I'm sorry 😂
Also I changed the title to Behind The Scenes!

Dom and I had been together for months now. Teamsuper had calmed down a bit about my hickeys. This was good since Dom accidentally exposed one of his hickeys in an Instagram picture, but he took it down before anyone found out.

Dom: hey Lil, can I come over I miss you

Me: it's legit been less than 24 hours since you saw me wth

Dom: be nice😒

Me: I am being nice I'm stating facts rn

Dom: I don't like facts

Me: it's a fact that we kiss

Dom: I like that fact

Me: idiot

Dom: BE NICE

Me: what if I don't want to

Dom: bye

Me: bye Dommy

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Dom: Lilly

Dom: Lilly we have a problem

Dom: I'm being serious get over here

Dom: you always reply almost right away what is this

Dom: WE'RE IN TROUBLE ARE YOU HEARING ME

Me: jeeeez what's going on here

Dom: I told you we're in trouble

Me: please explain

Dom: open your Twitter

Me: DOM WTF DID YOU DO

Me: why do people have that picture?!

Me: you said nobody saw it!

Dom: apparently someone screenshotted it and posted it circling the hickey and somehow a lot of people saw it

Me: everyone in my mentions is talking about it! Omg what do we do😨

*Meanwhile on Twitter*

Did you see Dom's hickey?! Lilly what have you done?

Lilly and Dom have both been seen with hickeys in the past month. Coincidence? I think not!

Domilly just confirmed itself

Lilly, we all knew those weren't bruises

Just admit you're dating please

I was going insane. For some reason, having a public relationship was the most scary thing ever to me. I couldn't deal with the fact that I was going to have to face the reality of it really soon. There was no way I could possibly ignore this. And it was making me go into full on panic mode.

Me: Dom

Me: Dom come over please I don't feel okay

Me: I feel like I can't breathe

Me: Dom please

Dom: Lilly? What's going on

Me: I can't breathe

Dom: Lilly, hold your arms above your head, try to count your breaths okay

Me: i can't

Dom: Lilly I'm coming okay, don't worry

Me: I don't know if I can do that Dom

Dom: try your best, I'm on my way

Dom's POV

I got to Lilly's house in complete panic. Her texts were worrying me so much and I had not idea what to do. I think Lilly was having a panic attack, but that's hard to tell through some texts.

'Lilly?' I yelled, looking for her everywhere. I opened the door of her office to find her breathing heavily and uncontrollably in her chair. 'O my God,' I whispered. 'Dom I don't know what's happening to me,' Lilly said, talking fast and stumbling over her words. 'I think you're having a panic attack. I've dealt with this before. Please listen to me, okay?' I said, trying to sound calm and confident in my ability to calm her down.

I grabbed Lilly's arms and held them above her head, making it easier for her to take in deep breaths of air. 'I'm going to count okay, I'll start with counting till three. While I do that you inhale. During the next three counts you exhale. I'll slowly go to 6 seconds.' Lilly nodded at me with panic in her face. I could tell she was lost and needed to breathe, otherwise she would probably loose consciousness.

'1...2...3...' I counted slowly, squeezing Lilly's hand every time I got to three. 'Good job love,' I said. '1...2...3...4...'

I slowly but surely got to 6 and Lilly was starting to calm down. She no longer looked like she was about to pass out and I was confident that she would be okay. 'Good job, you did great,' I said, while I slowly put her arms back down. Lilly gave me a thankful smile and leaned back in her chair.

Lilly and I talked for a bit about what happened. Apparently, having a public relationship is very scary to Lilly. I never knew that it would be such a huge deal for her and I felt extremely guilty for posting that picture, even though it was by accident. I really wish I could turn back time right now, because seeing Lilly like that was hurting me so much. I never want her to be hurt or unhappy.

After an hour of talking, Lilly decided to go on Twitter.

Sometimes fans go on Twitter and say things they have no idea what kind of effect they have

Sometimes I wish people understand that I would like to keep things private for a reason

For everyone asking if this is about the Domilly situation, yes it is

I'm not mad at you, I promise, but I really want you to think about what you do next time

Dom deleted that picture for a reason and I don't think it was respectful to share the picture

Dom is currently at my house because I got very overwhelmed and we just went through a very stressful two hours

Then we both posted a screenshot of a story where Lilly had explained everything.

A couple of months ago I, Lilly, was seen with a hickey on my vlog. I told you it was a bruise because I was very uncomfortable sharing my personal relationships online. Yesterday, Dom posted a picture on Instagram and deleted it just a couple seconds after, when he realized he had a visable hickey on his neck. Today, someone shared the picture and exposed our relationship, without thinking of what it would be like for us. When I found out, I went into a complete shock and panic and Dom ended up having to rush to my house because I was having a panic attack and could not breathe. We went through two very stressful hours, trying to calm down and decide what to do, and we decided to both take a week long break from social media. It was never our plan to make our relationship public and we are very unsure what to do now since this might be putting an end to our relationship.
Untill next week x

Hello Therzzz
I'm sorry for this terrible chapter that had drama idk what this was tbh. I'm currently not only going to have a very intense jetlag, I'll also be on 0 hours of sleep🙂👍🏼 please pray for me as I try not to collapse! I have been awake for 15 hours and have like 15 more to go if I want to actually sleep at night and not mid-day.
The coming chapters will be better I promise x