Behind The Scenes // Domilly

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More flight writing🙃 (this is an extra update for the day cuz these both sucked)

Dom and I were still in shock from yesterday. It was very scary for me to not be able to breathe, but luckily Dom knew what to do. I'm very lucky to have him in my life. Teamsuper was very upset on Twitter and all my notifications were filled with apologies. My Instagram comments were filled with hearts and worries and my YouTube comments were questioning what happened and where I went. I didn't reply to anything, as I promised to stay off social media for a week. I knew it was going to be hard to do that but I didn't know if I could deal with being reminded every minute that I was living one of my fears.

Some people might say I was being extremely dramatic, but it just wasn't my intention to share it and it's never nice when someone shared your secrets. Let alone share them with the entire world. Legitimately millions of people we're now involving themselves with my love life, thinking that because they knew it existed, they could say whatever they want about it. I never understood that about the internet. Some people just really don't understand when they can't involve themselves with something and when they crossed a line.

Dom and I were a bit awkward together. We had a hard time doing couple things, all just because of our relationship being public now. It felt like our privacy was taken away. I had to do my best to keep myself together all day, because there was nothing wanted more than kissing Dom and telling him I loved him. I had been wanting to do that for a while now, but at this moment I didn't know if it was what we needed, or if it was only going to make things worse.

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'Hey Dom,' I said. Dom was sitting in the kitchen going through his email, just like me. 'Mm?' 'Dom,' I turned my chair towards him. Dom looked at me with his beautiful eyes. 'I love you, Dominic.' I saw his eyes light up. 'Lilly...' Dom cupped his hands around my cheeks. 'I love you too.' Our lips finally connected again, sharing the love, passion and fear we felt. Our foreheads were touching and our mouths just slightly apart. 'Whatever happens, I want to go through it with you, Lilly.' Dom's voice sounded soothing and comforting. 'I love you so much,' I replied, right before our lips touched again.

We stopped caring about everything that was happening, just for a while, as we went up in the intimacy of our kiss. Dom put his hand on my hips and pulled our bodies together. I smiled as I felt the slight bulge in Dom's jeans. This was one of the things that just stayed slightly weird for me. Not necessarily a bad weird though.

I let Dom take over completely, as he pulled my shirt off and slid his hand down the sides of my body. His touch made me feel warm inside. I bit Dom's lip and he let out a soft moan that made my body flutter. Dom did things with me nobody else could. He touched me in a way nobody else had and he kissed me in a way I wouldn't want anyone else to kiss me. His kisses made me feel like I was safe.

I pulled off his shirt and traced his abs. 'You have an insanely hot body,' I whispered. His cheeks turned a slightly darker red. 'You do too.' I kissed him and it quickly turned into a make out.

Our bodies were moving together as if they were one, our fast heartbeats were in sync and it was creating the situation to become extremely hot. Besides that, it was already very warm in my house due to me hating cold.

Dom kissed my neck. 'I love you, I love you! I'm so happy to say it out loud!' He said. I laughed softly. 'I'm happy too.'

We cuddled up on the couch and talked. The deep conversations about life I had with Dom were very important to me. They were those conversations that you randomly  remember because they were so good and you learned something from it.

Hello sorry for the shorter chapter
Have an amazing day everyone x