We got home giggling. We just had a very intimate moment in a public place. Somehow we get caught at a house with locked doors, but not in a public place where anyone could walk by at any moment.
Dom and I walked into my bedroom. On the floor was my grey shirt, ripped. 'I'm still impressed with the fact that you ripped my shirt off effortlessly.' 'One of my hidden talents.' Dom winked at me.
***
I woke up from my phone, which was ringing. 'Hello?' My morning voice sounded rough. 'Lilly are you stupid? Are you actually out of your mind?' I heard Kyle say. 'What are you talking about?' Why was Kyle calling me at eight in the morning telling me I'm stupid? What happened now...
'You are not thinking straight, Jesus Christ, in your house is fine, nobody will know. But this is just really fucking stupid.' I listened to Kyle yelling all kinds of crap. 'Please explain what you're talking about, I just woke up.' 'Open Twitter, or scroll through your tags on Instagram, or think, maybe that works.'
My eyes widened. 'O my God Kyle, are you talking about what I think you're talking about?' I had a moment of complete panic. 'How am I supposed to know what you're thinking?' Kyle yelled. 'But if you're thinking about a stupid mistake you made last night, you're probably right.' I felt tears in my eyes. Please, please tell me it's just a picture of me holding Dom's hand in the park. Please.
I opened my Twitter and went through my mentions.
O. My. God.
I WAS JUST WALKING THROUGH THE PARK AND FOUND DOM AND LILLY EHM
I clicked on the video. You saw Dom pressing his lips on mine and slowly moving down to my neck.
Tears were filling my eyes as I scrolled through all the pictures, video edits and tweets I was getting.
Domilly is real guys
I love them together aw
They are so cute but really? Saying they broke up was rude
I'm glad they're together but I'm disappointed because they lied
Sorry Lilly, I love you, but this is not the Lilly we know
I told you I would always support you but lying about breaking up us shit
You thought Lilly was innocent? Listen closely and hear her moan. Whore
Telling the internet she broke up with Dom, and then doing this shit. What a way to hurt your fans.
Lilly I would have expected more of you
I didn't know Lily was such a slut
I thought Lilly was a real YouTuber but she lies too
Did you guys see Lilly just lost thousands of subscribers? Finally getting what she deserves
Lying, fucking around, more lying and more fucking around. Lilly Singh, what an idol
Dom and Lily are the most disgusting YouTubers ever. So many lies.
I never thought I would say this but I unsubscribed from them both
I bet she fucked him in the hospital
I started sobbing. The tweets were only getting worse and I couldn't help myself. I threw my phone to the other side of the room, waking up Dom, and ran to the bathroom. 'Lilly, what's going on?' I locked the door and slid my back down it. 'Go on your twitter.' I said. My voice was shaking and it took so much effort to get the words out of me.
//TRIGGER WARNING - to avoid skip to chapter 27, you wont miss anything important!!
'Lilly open the door.' Dom yelled. I knew what was going through his head. The same thing that was going through my mind. 'Lilly, I'll kick the door open if you don't open up right now.' I could hear fear in his voice. I stood up with my whole body shaking. I wasn't going to open the door. Never. It's all over now. I don't want this anymore. Going on YouTube was the worst mistake I've made in my entire life.
I pulled a drawer open, grabbing the first thing I saw. In the background I could hear Dom yelling, but I didn't care. The object that I was holding in my hand was small and sharp. I couldn't tell what it was through my tears, but I knew it could do what I needed it to do.
I stared at my arm blankly, before carving a line across my arm. And one more. Two more.
Dom bursted in, the door had given in to his aggressive kicking. I dropped the object and looked at Dom. His face was wet from the tears that were streaming down his cheeks and he looked at me, completely in shock. He grabbed a towel and wrapped it around my arm. I just let everything happen, as the tears streamed down my face.
Dom sat my down against the wall and held me tightly. 'Baby, baby what's happening to you? Please don't tell me you've given up. You're Lilly Singh remember, you don't give up.' His voice sounded broken and it would normally hurt me. But right now I was numb. I couldn't feel pain. Physically or emotionally. It was like my soul was sucked out of me.
Dom was crying as a couple men picked me up and put me on a stretcher. 'Lilly, please tell me this isn't the end. I can't loose you. You are my everything. Please...'
I was starting to loose consciousness and had no idea what was happening to me. Maybe this was going to be the end. Maybe it really was all over now. This life I had built for myself all these years, thinking it was the best thing I had ever spent my energy on, had just come crashing down on me.
First of all, shout-out to the person that literally commented what I was writing at that moment Second of all PLEASE DONT HATE ME IM CRYING AS WELL OKAY PLEASE DONT BE SAd
Also 4k WHAT THE HELL THANK YOU
I googled some suicide hotlines Suicide is not the way out, talk to someone and have another day. I promise things will get better♥️
(800)273-8255 .....1-800-273-TALK National Suicide Prevention Lifeline
International hotlines:
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(The story gets better after this part is over! I wanted to take it out but then the story would get really weird so don't mind this chapter and then next few ones)
