Chapter 13: All gone?

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-Friday 13th...-

As a 15 year old I was very suspicious and Friday the 13th scared me, the whole 15 years I had lived nothing ever happened! Most of the time even good things would happen!

I lay in bed, for some odd reason I had a chilling feeling about the day and didn't want to leave my bed... so I didn't, my mum brought me food but I didn't eat. She made me 2 slices of toast with a thick coating of butter for breakfast and a cottage pie for lunch. I opened my laptop lid and logged in, I got,my password incorrect a few times which made me sit up and stress but it was just a typo! At that very second I felt extremely superstitious but I just let it slip my mind and thought nothing much of it... I logged onto a popular blog website and signed into my account. My blog had really excelled and I had 1.8m followers at the time and my recent post about equality had over 3m reads! I used my blog for mainly inspiring speeches or rants and very rarely updates on my day! I press create new post and title it 'Pressured to be perfect'

Pressured to be perfect~ Friday 13th
Good afternoon lovelies ❤️ I want to express my feelings about how much people are pressured now a days! As all of you know, because you're here (duh) the Internet and phones etc are a huge part of our lives. The internet is my educational system (lmao I'm homeschooled) with mainly Instagram and Snapchat being used the most I'm pretty sure you all follow some celebrities or models/idols! I'm sure you all think they are 'goals' and 'perfect' little kids are brought up and told that they don't need to be perfect but then they are released from a young age to this digital world and it makes them believe they won't be appreciated if they aren't perfect like these people who are living what people would describe as 'the dream' personally I love the internet and look up to my idols (especially Ariana Grande, say aayyy if you're an arianator) But back to my point, most people use filters or applications to make them look so stunning, it's ,all about camera angles and poses. Yes some people are born with natural looks but no one should feel that they need to be identical to them... You're all amazing and perfect! Be the brightest star in the sky ⭐️
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Lotte Offline xox

I finished writing my blog post, I posted it and my Skype started ringing, it was Hannah, Leah and Joe. I quickly answered and joined in the conversation... (it was about dogs okay) I was holding my laptop with my hands under the laptop, it felt rather hot and was overheating, it burnt my finger. I drop my laptop onto my bed and cool my finger in my mouth. I hear my computer make a slight hiss and go black. The on button wouldn't work.. Was Friday 13th real or was it a coincidence ?

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