who to believe? || Anthony Trujillo (NEXT SERIES: Who To Hate?)

Till The Day I Die

••••Chance's POV••••
I see Z is walking upstairs, im not sure what is she up to. But i know she's knowing what she's doing. She looks skinnier by the time tho. She haven't eat in two days a row and i can't stand seeing her all busy and never feed herself. But i guess, food is not the only heal for her...

Yeah, you guess it. Its Anthony..
Its always been him...

OH FUCK! THE CAPSULES!!
where did he hide it??
I can't find it anywhere

I saw Anthony is doing it again recently. I swear i do my best to stop him. I've tried everything to keep his mind off suiciding. I've talked a lot but he can't get her off his mind.
He might die cause overdosed. He had no choice. And i gotta stay up in case something happen up there. Hopefully she can't find the capsules..

••••Back to Z's POV••••
"Im...sorry" you have no idea how much my finger twitch every second. Everytime i run my fingers trough his soft hair, he closes his eyes. He's falling apart. And so do i.
My knees is about to collapse, but his hugs strengthen them. Like i said, he's killing and healing me at the same time. Nobody could ever drives me this crazy but Anthony.

"Why would you apologise? Im the only one should've said that. Don't. Ever. Apologised. Again. Okay?" His hands wrapping my weak limb.
I could feel huge insecurities, regrets, anger, and loneliness inside of him all in one.
Then i blink one more time to clear my blurry vision from tons of tears. Then i see a single blue and black capsule under the messy blanket.

Wait.....

i remember somthing...

i've seen it...

i swear.

Then i pull out from the hug and grab the capsule. "What is this for?"
Then Anthony's eyes widen by the voice of mine and slap my hand making it fall back to the ground.
"Nothing!"
Then he groans in frustration, grabbing his hair walking back and forth while covering his face with both hands and then sitting on the ground leaning to the door. Im still standing on the same position. Jaw dropped.

So....

This is why Chance was being weird and all upset....

"Talk to me! what is that thing?!"
I just don't care if im yelling at the middle of the night.

"You knew it right?" He uncovers his face, looking deep to my eyes.

"Anthony please..." i walk towards him, sit in front of him with hopes in my eyes...
he's beyond broken and i can't let that happen...
"Don't do it... promise me please"
I blurred out and more tears running trough my cheeks and soaking my chest. His heavy breath fanned my shirt making me froze.

"But promise me you won't leave me!" He covers his face. His legs are shaking so bad. He couldn't even stands up. I had no idea that he was so insecure about his past and my sadness drives him even crazier.

"But promise me you won't hurt me again" i wishper to his right ear bcs i had no more strength to talk. Then he lift his head then he kissed me, pushing me till i lay on the ground and he is on top of my breathless body. Still not breaking the kiss

"If you won't promise, this will be our last night being together" i don't believe what i said. Then close my eyes. My whole body is in absolute pain now. The pain was uncontrollable and it took me back to a flashbacks of me seeing him at Taco Bell back in Ohio before i remember any of my past and i couldn't recognise the face the love of my life. Eventough my heart and my body were hyped seeing him, like they're about to hug away the pain of not seeing him for years.