who to believe? || Anthony Trujillo (NEXT SERIES: Who To Hate?)

Who To Believe

"Are you okay?" Anthony lift me up and hugs me gently. I push him

"Fuck you and your bitch" Jake yells. Hearing that bitch name making me sick honestly. I can't say a word cus they knows everything but i don't even recognise her. "He got some issues over is personality. Mental issues ya kno?" Emilio gives me side hug. "Oh god....." just can't say a word.

"What did you remember? Tell me" Anthony grabs my hand, tighten the grip. I see a collapsing star on his eyes beautiful yet scared and fucked up. Indescribable. But i gotta ask and making a supernove on his eyes. Its not just about him, its about us

"I wasn't the only person right?........." im shaking so bad i just wanna die now.

Then i see Chance turns his back and covering his whole face in frustration. Jake just don't know what to say. So does the twins.

"Why didn't you tell me?!" I cried slapping his face.

I've just remembered that i woke up at the hospital that day had nothing on my brain and they leaving me all alone.. but no... i wasn't all alone...

Alissa was there, but...

Then i see to my left...

There's another bed next to me...

Its Avery....

She was raped too.................

"Im so sorry baby i don't...." Anthony instantly torn apart and fall to his knees.

Then i look at Chance. God i can't describe how much he cares about me. He tried his best to convince me about tony in any way. I didn't notice, i could never expect this to happen.
He tried his best to keep me safe, keep me happy, guarding me trough everything and i know he did all if that because he does care about me but i always ignore it.
He was right.
But he's the best person i've seen.
He knows he fucked up not stopping Anthony but he tried his best to keep me safe while Anthony fucking cheated on me.
He reminded me about who to believe and i was wrong.
He knows that his best friend fucked my life more than once but he always give me room to think wisely and gosh i never been this regretful all my life......

Even all what Chance do now is standing with tears and crossed hands. Not saying a word, not even talk shit about Anthony when he deserves that.

I know we could never erase what we've done on our past, all we can do is do our best to become a better person everyday. There is always a room for someone to making up their mind and living the life wisely than before.

"Anthony" i smile weakly, im dying inside remembering that day at Taco Bell back in Ohio when i haven't remember any shit. Now i realise all the gold dust was there eversince. I bet it was a sold piece of gold..
Until that day at hospital when i forget everything...

He doesn't answer but he look up

"Its not about you anymore you know?" I gather my voice and be strong as possible even my entire body is just about to fall.

"Then what it is?" He couldn't think straight. Then i feel Emilio staring deep into my eyes. I bet he knows what im about to say and he is completely shock even i haven't even get it out off my mouth.

"Its about us" i smile but Anthony is all confused with my response. But Chance, no no. He understands what i mean and he leaves the room immediately.

"You can hate me for this desicion. But im not regretting any shit anymore now." I tighten the wrapper on my injured arm and smile. Again.
Then i sit on his lap, wrapping my legs to his waist and cupping his face. Grabbing his face close to my face until our forehead met. I hardly breathing, my chest hurt like its stabbed by a hundred knifes. My eyes burns like im about to go blind within any minute. I feel his whole body goes cold and numb. His heart pounding so hard and all his muscles are just dying to grab me but he can't even lift his finger.

I think he know what im about to say

"Baby i may be not the best thing on earth.
i may just another girl that u've used.
i may not remember more than a half of my past.
i may not even know if all of this stories are even true.
i may just living on a fantasy.
But, im not gonna say much and waste both of our time now,
all you need to know is you are the best thing ever happen to me.
I hope you'll come back to me one day and we can be friends just like we once were.
I think i don't belong here.
But that's okay, i'd rather stay in my home town and um....
See you later mr.dimple"
Then i kiss him passionately and he kiss back surprisingly and Logan lift me up then headed to the team10 van

Ivan goes crazy hearing my words then he runs to Anthony and punch him on the face "THE ACTUAL FUCK ANTHONY. I THOUGHT I COULD TRUST YOU" but he doesnt move, not even look back at Ivan. Just sit there and lookin like a breathing corpse. Then leaving him and Chance. Even Chance is always by his side on his worst day. He's not in the visiting room but he takes a fresh air on the front lobby.

••••Brodie's POV••••
I may hate to admit this but honestly i feel bad with Anthony now. I wasn't joining their celebration party back then when they brought Avery and Z then doing it. But i do feel disgusted about it.

The rumor was spread widely but it was a super classified type of rumors. I wasn't a close friends of Chance an Anthony too but i could say that they're the definition of a true friendship. I just can't describe it in words but im positive enough with my judge about this friendship.

Then i lift Anthony with both hands since my hands were cuffed to the front and then he says thank you. I nodded and say sorry. It wasn't me.
I do have a mental disorder since i was 5 years old. Doctor says it's genetic and i got it from my mom.
But mine was the worst one.

I may not able to say goodbye to Z bcs i know she would never forgive what i've done and i gotta accept the consequences and i'll do something to reach her. I'll think about it later.

"Do something if you know that what she've said is wrong" i pat his shoulder and he runs outside. And yet im alone going back to my cell. What a fucked up day.