who to believe? || Anthony Trujillo (NEXT SERIES: Who To Hate?)

How Could She

2 days later.....

••••Chance's POV••••
"You good toner?" I sit next to him on the couch. He's been on phone since he gets up from bed. It confuse me, he never train, rarely work out, eat less and he's lowkey acting weird these past two days. But i get it.
It takes time...
I need to shrug it off right?

"Yeah, little hungry tho" he locks his phone immediately not wanting me to peek. "Bro you haven't move since you wake up ofmotherfuckingcourse you're hungry now" i laugh and hand him 2 slices of pizza Jake got for us last night. Then everything goes silent. An awkward silence for me but a peaceful one for Anthony. I could hear nothing but a sound of us chewing and swallowing food. Until he breaks the silence "Have you ever imagine going back to Ohio?" Then i swallow my food and stare at him while he keeps eating.

"No. Why?"
"Uh nothing, just wondering"

Then a small footsteps approaching "heyya guys can i join?" Its Tessa. Fuck now this is beyond awkward. Tanthony and Chessa in one fucking couch. "Yeah sure" i smile. "Whats up?" She asks. Anthony refuse to say a word. "Nothing. Doing good, what about you?" I ask. "Im about to go shopping with Z, she's a hella good at wasting money" she laughs.

"I'll drive you guys" Anthony smiles and stand up, walking upstairs "C'mon lazy ass Chace!" He yells from upstairs once he gets there. "Coming toner!" Then i followed him and get change.

Its been a weird ass day, he has been asking me random questions that i had no idea what's that for since yesterday.

••••Back to Z's POV••••
"Whoa" a soft yet raspy sexy ass voice from my back. a warm breath then fanned my hair and i could feel a huge arms gently wrapped around my waist, then i could feel his chest meets my bare back. I smile. "Please stop that" i laugh. He never fails making me begs for more. "Why should i?" He softly laugh while burying his face to my neck. "Bcs im  gonna go to the mall with Tessa"

"But im driving you guys" then his hands starts to trafel around my bare stomach and slid his hands traveling around my bare chest. I bite my lips tp control my self then i pull his hands and turn my body facing him. "Stop"
"Okay" he smirk.

Then i put on a black see trough shirt with a black bra. "Change it now" he sit on the bed. "No. Why?"
"Its not fair that everone can see ur entire body. Thats all mine!" He walks toward me and took off my shirt. "Ugh i don't know what to wear" i rolled my eyes. Then he handed me his grey t-shirt and i match it up with black booty short. "Still hot tho. But its fine" he kiss me on the cheeks and letting me do my make up. He stares at me the whole time and learns a lot about my stuff. He's too cute to describe as a human being honestly.

"Are you okay?" I break the silence and he pull on his best grin and not breaking the eye contact "Never been better, Zeeva" he smiles.

••••Anthony's POV••••
She's too precious to be mine. Yet im too clumsy and reckless to keep her by my side without hurting her. But what can i do? It kills me too whenever i walk away from her.
Seeing her putting on her make up always making me remember that night before i rape her.

It lowkey kills me but her beauty and her loyalty to me keeps me alive. She always use the same method on putting her makup. She never messed her liner and putting on mascara effectively, those talents are always been there since day 1.
She never changed...

Then we walk downstairs and there's Tessa and Chance looking cute making an intro for Tessams vlog and we're headed to the mall. Im driving Jake's ford focus RS with the girl of my life beside me on the passenger seat. She do her hair with a simple yet cute pony tail and a simple black leather purse. "Looking good baby" i tease her since i catch her taking a selfie while im not paying attention "sshhh this is a perfect lighting" she laughs.

This girl drives me insane. I wish she knew this but i don't really think so. These days had been rough for me. Seeing her eyes keeps reminding me of what an ass hole i was back then and i could never forgive my self for that. Fuck Avery, forget that bitch

I just don't get it

How come a gorgeous and golden-hearted girl like her fall in love with a drunk and young ex-rapist?

How could she easily forgive that?

How could she loves me until now?...

How could her legs shakes so bad once she reach her highest by my touch

How could she bites her lips holding her self not to moan over the touch of someone that raped her in the past?

How could i still love her? I gotta kill my self and sacrifice my life so i would never hurt her again.....

••••Chance's POV••••
I sit next to Tessa and help her out with her vlog but my mind are filled with Z and Anthony. I just can't lie with my feelings over Z anymore now. I admit it i love her, and i do care about her too

If Anthony dare hurting her again, i promise my self to take care of Z since she had the genetic traumatic stuff issues that also being the reason of the depression suffering that killed her mother in the past.

Anthony had this big chance to kill her internally bcs i do know they love each other genuinely heart to heart and its an unsaid things that we all can feel it well. alAnd i don't want that to ever happen again and make her forget all the past for sake of everything. Fuck no toner

••••Back to Z's POV••••
We walk trough the isles of Sephora and i grab some items "Z you gotta stop! Everything seems the same for me" Anthony laughing so hard picking up a highlighter palette. "Shut up toner you're gonna love it once it hits your cheek bones" i cover his mouth with my right hands.
Wy wrist are fully painted with many swatches of liquid lipsticks, eye shadows and foundies. My whole arm looks like a galaxy.

"All the shimmery shit is so fucking dusty, it hurts my eyes" he frowns and i kiss his cheeks making those dimple goes deeper than ever "enjoy the torture mr.Trujillo" i smiled and he rolled his eyes playfully. "Hey toner what do you think of this? She'll looks gorgeous right?" Tessa showing him a pack of false lashes. The huge ones its honestly the prettiest. "NO. Never!" He cross his arms in denial. Yeah he hates it more than anything bcs i tried to put it on to his eyes and i was too busy laughing and ended up glueing his eyes with the lash glue. It was beyond hurt he said he thought he was blind.

He was super sweet since these past two days but its a whole different thing within him and Chance. They looks different eversince. Chancy refuses to say a word bcs i know Sutton is a wise ass boy. He wouldn't speak up unless its already clear and he had a proof of his statement. I do believe of everything he said and i trust him with all my life.

I also refuse to ask what's going on bcs i know both of them working their best to keep up bcs i know they do care about each other a lot, it just need some times to Chance fully forgive him. So do i

Then his voice breaks my thoughts "Remember this?" he's standing there in HnM holding a grey cropped hoodie. The one that he bought for mw back in Ohio. When everything was about to happen. My chest hurt sinking in the deepest darkest ocean. Man, who knew this would happen and i could make it this far?

Its on the basics isle in HnM but the basics never fade and they'll always there easily to be find.

Suddenly i see Chance sitting next to the fitting room with a blank yet unsaid things linger all over his eyes. Then he looks at me at smile.

This time i know something is wrong