Tyler is just your ordinary depressed, anxiety bound gay boy who happened to meet the most amazing boy to ever roam the earth.
Josh is your average suicidal, self harming gay boy who meets the love of his life through an app
This story takes place in Tyler and Joshes point of view. T) means Tyler and j) means josh ok guys? ----------
T)
I am sitting on the edge of my bed, thinking hard and deciding what to do. I was just asked only 2 minutes earlier if I was gay. I didn't know what to say so I just left. I am in my room now, ignoring my texts and knocks on my door. I never really thought about the fact that I might be gay or not. Well, I am not exactly what you'd call "straight", crooked maybe, but not straight.
I have to come to a decision soon or else my brother will get mad. He doesn't like it when I take my time on my decisions. When he asks a question, he wants an answer as fast as google comes up with it. I've made a decision. I guess im now labeled as "gay." Oh well.
*later that evening*
"Join us for dinner hunny?" my mom asks, "I've made your favorite, porkchops and potatoes." I look at the hot, steaming food and decide to eat today. The meal is unusually quiet with me sitting here, I feel almost like I'm not wanted. Meh
After dinner I drag myself upstairs and fling myself onto my bed and curl up into a ball. I quickly fall asleep but wake up to the sound of my notification from a new dating app. I don't even want to answer it, but I don't want to be rude at the same time, so I check it. I turn on my phone. 3:00 am, why would anyone be texting me this late?
*text messages read as the following*
Unknown: hello Me: hi Unknown: what's ur name? Me: Tyler u? *unknown changes name to josh* Josh: the new name speaks for itself. Me: yea Lol Josh: send me a pic of u. Me: u first Josh: k
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Me: wow. Josh: ik im so fugly Me: no ur soo hot 🔥 Josh: aw im blushing Me: 😍😍 Josh: let me see u now! Me:ohhhhh kaaaay
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Picture sent 3:17am
Josh: HOLEY HELL WTF? Me: ik its the worst pic ever Josh: DID IT HURT WHEN U FELL FROM HEAVEN, BECAUSE U ARE A GIFT FROM GOD!!!! Me: Idk about that... Josh: u have face time? Me: yea y? Josh: call me Me: what is ur username? Josh: josh_dun_is_the_shiz Me: kk
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