Josh's pov
We leave around 6:30 pm. I help Tyler get into the car, his face containing stitches and band-aids to cover his wounds. Tyler looks up at me. "Josh?" he says "where are we going?"
"Back to my house babe." I say"Why do you keep calling me that?" he says
"Calling you what?" I say
"Babe" he says bluntly
"Sorry?" I say"No, its ok I guess." he says slowly
"You guess?" I say with a laugh
"Well, we aren't exactly dating yet so I just..." he trails off
"oh." I say dragging the oh out
"Its ok though." he saysIt goes silent for a while.
"What does your apartment look like?" he asks "Is it nice?"
"Well. Its an apartment I guess" I say
He laughsHis laugh is so precious. I would do anything just to make him laugh again.
"Well yeah." he says sarcastically
Silence."Here we are" I say
"Thanks Jish." he says
I was about to take offense to this when I realized that he was on meds and was loopy so I shut my mouth before it started.
"Your welcome" I say
We walk up the stairs to the apartment building and up the elevator to room 432 on the third floor. He walks in and says:
"Jish! This place is amazing!"
I blush a crimson color
"Aww. Thanks Tyjo" I say"I like that. Ty. Jo. Tyjo. Yeah."
he says
We walk into the living room and plop down onto the brown couch and turn on Netflix.
"ooh! Can we watch Malcolm in the middle please please please?"
"Sure thing!" I sayI turn it on and he buries his head into my collarbone. He sighs with contentedness and I wrap my arm behind his torso.
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He fell asleep awhile ago but I liked how perfect this moment was, so I left him there. We were on that episode where they go to the water park before I dozed off.
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im a goner- a JOSHLER FANFIC
FanfictionTyler is just your ordinary depressed, anxiety bound gay boy who happened to meet the most amazing boy to ever roam the earth. Josh is your average suicidal, self harming gay boy who meets the love of his life through an app