im a goner- a JOSHLER FANFIC

chapter 5

Tyler's pov

My eyes flutter at the sound.
"Tyler!" I hear, dizzily. Almost like the voice I heard is spinning.
"Tyler!" I hear again.
I open my eyes, pain searing through my face and head along with an aching pain along my back and sides. I look up after registering what had happened and adjusting to the pain.

Everything is blurry. I see a disheveled figure standing above me. It looks like its crying. "T-tyler..." it says "w-why?" it takes a shaky breath. "W-why?" it says through sobs. It reaches over and grabs my hand. I won't lie, I was alarmed at this.

"H-hi t-ty guy." it says, smiling
"Hi." I say shakily.
"oh god. Are you ok?" it asks.
My eyes start to adjust to who is standing over me, caressing me and who is worried about me.
Its definitely a dude.
"Y-yes. I-I guess so." I say
"Oh god!" he says as he leans forward and hugs me tightly.
"Hey, w-where are we?" I ask.
"The hospital. We are at the hospital baby." he says.
Baby? Who is this? I try with all of my strength to focus my eyes to the body standing over me.

My eyes finally adjust to the figure. "J-josh?" I say weakly
"Yeah baby! Im right here! Its ok" he says leaning closer still grasping my hand close to him
"I-I love you" I say.
He looks like a kid on christmas.
"I-I love you too baby." he says

The doctor comes into the room. He looks over at us and smiles. "Tyler! Your awake" he says "good. Good." he says
"H-hi." I say, almost like I asked
"You feeling ok?" he asked
"you took a pretty good fall at school today. Good thing josh here was still in the hallway when he heard the yelling, or else you could've had a concussion!" he said and smiled towards josh.

"What happened?" he asked me
"Nothing" I said timidly
Josh looked at me, with empathy in his eyes. "Baby, that wasn't nothing. You can tell us. Its ok." he said, squeezing my hand tighter.
"Well.." I say, trailing off
"Go ahead." josh says

I start explaining what had happened to the doctor and when I finished, josh looked horrified. The doctor looked up from his clipboard and was staring at me.
"T-Tyler, this is your councilor?" he asks upset. "Y-yes." I say sadly
"Oh Tyler." josh says "im sorry"
"Its not your fault." I say, but he isn't listening to me. He is sobbing into my shoulder. His tears streaming down his cheeks.

The doctor stared down at his chart then exited the room. Me and josh were the only ones left now. Josh looked up at me and hugged me tightly, faces rubbing together. "Ow! Josh!" I say, his tears stinging my face.
"Oh my god babe! Im so sorry!"
"Its ok." I say feeling bad for him
"Are you going to be ok?" he asks
"Don't be afraid." I say

The doctor comes back in with a new chart and a prescription slip. He hands josh the slip and says something to him that I didn't hear. He looked up at me with sorrow in his eyes.
The doctor comes over to me and gives me a sheet of paper off the clipboard. "Look over this when you get home. Ok?" he says
"Yea." I say
"Lets go home ty guy." josh says
"Ok" I say