BELOVED [h.s.]

Chapter 84.

Like i didn't update yesterday, i'm going to update twice today. xxx

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It wasn't the apology I expected. It was way better than the one I wanted to have, it wasn't the words I expected because I just wanted him to be wild and ask me to be his girlfriend again but he didn't.

If he had done it my answer would have been a massive fat yes. Maybe I look happy now, but not because someone smiles and laughs all the time means he's/she's doing well.

"Stand up please, I don't feel comfortable with you on your knees that way," I didn't know what to say.

He nodded and said what I asked.

I stood up too and grabbed his hand; I laughed at the reminder of feeling it again, his soft and warm hands.

"First off, thank you so much for this because everything I just wanted from you was a real apology, one I really felt wasn't a lie."

I played with his long fingers while talking, it was the only way I could feel what I was saying.

"Second off, I am expecting the same, you were the only person in the world that really collided with my life and I just can't leave you even if I want to. I accept your apology and I forgive you for lying to me, this wasn't a party."

I laughed and so he did. I put my arms on his chest and then hugged him hard, after a minute I felt how his arms surrounded me and how his head was leaned on mine.

"Our food is going to be cold if we don't eat now," he whispered with funny Sesame Street voice and I laughed.

I sat on the chair where the bear was before and put it on my leg, it was heavier than I expected.

"It has chocolates inside," Harry explained.

"Do you want to make me fatter?" I mocked.

"No, but if you do, you are perfect any way." He said and immediately blushed, long time ago I hadn't blushed this way. "I still make that pretty face get red," he said and I blushed even more. My face was burning, were we in an oven?

"It's just so hot in here," I lied.

"Take off your dress then," he said and ate from his mashed potatoes.

I laughed and blushed; his dirty comments couldn't be gone too.

"No, I'm not that hot." I mouthed.

"You are so hot! Stop lying to yourself,"

I stood up laughing and walked to the balcony, I hadn't been so red for this long. I can't try to be his friend, he wants it that way and I must try. First off, trying not to blush even if he breaths.

I came back and sat again, feeling a little bit colder. He laughed again and split his wine on his pants. Then I wasn't the only one stupid here now.

"Gross!" I screamed and then we both laughed.

We mocked about everything while eating, then we walked out of the place and he went with me to take Kay's car at Funky Buddha.

My phone rang, it was my dad.

"Hi," he said, his voice seemed worried. "I know is late but I really need your help. I have an important meeting and I don't have anyone to leave Arthur with. My wife is in France showing her last collection, it's spring break and Lauren is in LA. I really need your help darling, please."

"Sure, dad. Do I go to your house?"

"No! Where are you? I need you to take him in your house till I can go for him... our house is being remodeled,"