BELOVED [h.s.]

Chapter 79. Edited.

Harry's POV.

Maybe I look like a freak. I watched her sleeping all night long but it wasn't my fault, she fell asleep in the room where I was using the bathroom and I just had to escape from Kiki because she was pissing me off.

"I'm ready!" She said while opening the door.

The way the hoodie looks like a dress on her, the sweatpants that fit on her waist but it's long and cover her toes.

She will need help taking off that because its just too big for her thin body.

Her hair is dry and falls into little sexy waves that make me want her even more.

"I love when you wear my clothes," I stood up and walked to her.

She blushed, I love every time she blushes with my words because I know I'm the only one that makes her feel that way. The one that makes those cheekbones red and soft.

"I can't," I whispered.

"You can't what?" She asked with her beautiful voice, her tired but gorgeous voice.

"I can't be just your friend," I put my hands on her face, covering her small cheeks with my big hands while I feel goose bumps all over her skin.

"I can't either." She sighed.

I still make her feel this way, it means she loves me, she does.

I moved slowly to her lips and placed a little peck on her chin, making her moan. She is frozen, it means she won't stop anything I am going to do now for her.

"Friends with benefits," I whispered on her lips and she closed her eyes breathing heavily.

I gave a step forward, making her lay on the wall, her waist against mine.

She put her hands on my chest, trying to leave a small space between us but she is weaker than ever, the force she is exerting on me isn't enough to push me away.

Her eyes are closed as she breaths heavily, we are not moving, I am just looking at every movement her chest does, up and down.

I cupped her chin and she looked at me, her eyes were wild but I can't deny mines were more.

She raised her head and pressed her lips into mine, making the first movement. She moved her hand to my neck and brought me closer, making me moan.

Shit, I love when she has complete control on me.

I lifted her up and she crossed her legs around my waist, letting me take her to the bed and lay her slowly. I couldn't escape from her lips, we both were so desperate for this and I wasn't going to stop.

I had never done this with her but today I'll try it.

I pulled up her shirt and then tugged a little the lace of her panties, making her moan again.

I moved my hand in the material and touched with my finger her...

"Harry, I really need to go now,"

I stood up, I didn't know what was going on till I saw her dressed up with Snug in her hands, really confused.

"Are you okay? You're sweating," she said and touched my forehead, "you don't have fever though." I shivered, feeling her touch again.

"Yes, I just had a dream. Do you want me to take you to the station?" I asked her.

Why did my dream stop that way? I have had these types of dreams just to cease the pain on my chest of not being with her, I just need to imagine she is still mine so I don't cut my veins, literally. They are getting worst, every time I close my eyes the same dream happens and ends in the same way this one did.