BELOVED [h.s.]

Chapter 50. Edited.

Thanks to God it was Harry, it felt uncomfortable but still better than being seen by other people this way.

"Sorry babe," he said and took his phone. "I'll be downstairs," he kissed me and walked away again.

I ran to the bathroom and finished dressing myself up, I put some makeup on and brushed my hair.

The same people were sat in the same place just like yesterday, they weren't drinking but eating.

I didn't have time to eat so I just grabbed my purse and said goodbye to all of them.

"Do you want me to take you?" Harry asked me.

"No, stay with your friends."

"So take my car then," he gave me the keys. "Have a nice day, I want you."

He kissed me and I climbed into the car. That I love you wasn't going to happen again because after eating French toasts he was sober.

I checked the time and the class had just started. I needed to start the car and drive the faster I could.

I wasn't going to be near Harry for six hours so I could think clearly if I will continue with this or not. Last night I felt like an object and this wasn't what I was expecting between us.

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Harry's POV.

I was still feeling wrong for what happened last night. Maybe I was drunk but I could remember all the shit I said to her.

I really loved her and I just wasn't sure how to start a real relationship, she was different and this was the pacifist girlfriend I've ever had. She was just like always, like that girl best friend that kisses you and sleeps in the same bed as you.

I'm used to have quick relationships but this one began after four months of knowing each other, I used to sleep with the girl before being official but I need to respect her if she thinks different than me.

"So are you buying this?" Nick said holding the teddy bear.

"Um, yes. I don't know actually what else to buy pal," I said.

"This is stupid, childish and silly, man. You better do something cute for her. She's so naïve and kind for you so you need something to break the ice." He explained.

"Break the ice?" I frowned.

"I know you and what you answered when Derek asked you if she was 'good' you thought it more than twice to answer 'none of your business',"

It was true but I wasn't making this just to make her love me that much to sleep with me but to apologise about what I said.

"Let's look for something more romantic then," Nick said.

We walked through the whole block looking for a nice place to find something lovely for her but we couldn't find anything.

Nick had to work so I called Gemma so she could help me looking for girly stuff.

"You can buy her clothes," she said. "Every girl loves clothes; you can buy her an iPod with love songs or her favorite band ones. But just, why are you buying her something now? Valentine's day is in a week bro,"

"It's not for that. It's because," I wasn't sure if I wanted to tell her. She's my sister but she's a girl too and she knows Linda and likes her a lot so maybe she'll get angry for what I did and would not help me.

"I was feeling like I needed to give her something because I haven't,"

"Alright then buy her something simple. Or wait, have you ever taken her somewhere you guys have spent time together not including your house?"