An Idol's Misery - Wen Junhui fanfiction

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'JUN!' 

My mother's deafening voice screamed through the veil of happiness I was experiencing and I spun around to face her. 'WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU'RE DOING?! KISSING ANOTHER GIRL IN FRONT OF YOUR FIANCE! YOU'RE ABOUT TO BE MARRIED AND YOU KISS ANOTHER GIRL?!' I suddenly felt a small pang of guilt. My eyes floated over toward LiFen and my heart began hurting. 

Poor LiFen has had a crush on me since we were young. At least, for all I know, it started at the end of our last year in elementary school. I never really liked her that way though. She was good company and she always had really great advice, but I never had these feelings for her. Looking at her now, I know there is a guy who she belongs with, but...

That's not me.

Seeing such a sweet girl cry like she is now, pains me, but she needs to know how I feel about her.

'LiFen, I'm really sorry I've never confronted you about this and I never told you that I knew... but I've known since the start of high school that you liked me, I just never said anything because I didn't want to hurt you.' Her tears pound into the expensive tile floor as my words tear at her heartstrings. 'I have fallen in love recently and the Korean girl before you is the woman I want to spend my life with. I'm sorry but I need to go back to Korea... my hyungs are extremely important to me and I have business to take care of over there.' More tears. Harder. Outrage from my parents.

'JUNHUI WHAT IS REALLY GOING ON?!'

'Mother, Father... Naeyeon is my girlfriend and she found an open spot for me in pledis just after I got back. may I go?'

'but what about Li-'

'Let him go. If it's what he wants and if what he says is true, he should go back to Korea.' LiFen cut my father off before turning to me.' Junhui, My feelings for you are very strong and I know we weren't very close before this, but, if you need support, I'm always here.' Her tears burned like acid through the red rug that ran the length of the aisle. She placed her arms around my shoulders and constricted lightly. 'Go now. I don't think I can bear to see you for much longer. Goodbye, Wen Junhui. I know you'll treat her well.' Pulling the white petals along the ground with her large gown, she sprinted off in pain.

'I have no idea what just happened but let's go home, boys. I think we all deserve a long rest after today.' Seungcheol exclaimed after all the wedding guests had gone chasing after LiFen.

'I agree. Today was stressful as Hell.' Woozi stretched, already strolling towards the exit.

-- Back at the dorm in Korea, four and a half hours later --

'When you said that you wanted to live the rest of your life with me, did you mean it?'

'Of course I did. Why would I not mean something like that?' shrugging, I rubbed the back of my neck out of anxiety. I'd never actually thought so seriously about it, but... yes. She is the girl I want to spend my life with.

Slipping my hand around the side of her face, I touched my lips to hers as she wrapped her arms around my neck. Slowly, our faces inched away from each other and she snuggled in closer to me, dozing off peacefully in my embrace.