Love is In the Cosmos

22: Secrets Revealed....

*Two Months Later*

"And Angel Lynn takes the win against Kelly Kelly! Angel's our new Smackdown Women's Champion!" Lawler yells enthusiastically as the ref hands me my title

I can't believe that I won, that I beat the one person that I thought I never would, the woman who tried to take the love of my life from me by making it look like something it wasn't. All of a sudden I stumble and my head starts pounding and it becomes more intense by the second everything starts going blurry and scrambles
together. Then it's just gone and everything is pitch black and I know what has happened

I shoot up right and gasp for air wiping my bangs off my forehead.

" Babe, are you alright?" Cody asks through the dark before switching the bedside lamp on

I start taking slow and steady breathes to slow my speeding heart.

" Y-yea I- I'm fine just a-" I tell him but his finishes my sentence before I can

" Another nightmare." He asks

I nod to answer him. He wraps his arm around my waist, and lays back down pulling me with him. He starts tracing tiny circles up and down my back which calms me instantly.

" You wanna talk about it?" Cody asks me tilting my chin up so that he's looking into my eyes

I give him a little smile so that he won't worry as much.

" I think that I just need some time to shake it before I'm ready, but I will tell you one thing though Codes a can't shake the feeling that something bad is gonna happen during my title match with Kelly in a month." I tell him lying my head on his bare chest

I can tell by the rhythm of his heart beat that he's concerned so I look back up at him. One look at his face and I know that I have to do the one thing I've been procrastinating on ever telling anyone not even my mom or closest friends know.

" Ba-" I cut him off before he can finish

" Ever since I was six years old I've always known that I'm different than everyone else. Yeah I have Hemiplegia a type of Cerebral Palsy due to the stroke that I had on the right side of my brain when I was three days old. You see the reason I don't talk about Joey my biological father is because he's the reason that I was born thirteen weeks premature. He beat my mom three days before I was born because she wouldn't give him the rent money she hid so that he couldn't find it. Joey had and has always been an Alcoholic and drug addict. Well anyway when I was six I started having these vivid dreams or nightmares." I say looking at Cody and see an expression that I've never seen on his face before.

His face looks like he's pissed but he has tears streaming down his cheeks. I use my thumbs to wipe them away before continuing what I was telling him.

" The first one I ever had was about my stepfather Richard he was sitting at the breakfast bar in our kitchen drinking coffee and having his usual cigarette. It was nothing strange until he went to stand, that's when he got this look of pain on his face and he grabbed at his chest before collapsing on the floor. I watched as he grabbed the phone and dialed nine-one-one and heard him tell them that he thought that he was having a heart attack. They said help was on the way and for him to stay on the line until EMS got there, but he blacked out. The next image was of EMS breaking in and having to revive him before putting him in the ambulance and my grandfather, Joey's adopted father showing up and daddy telling him to get my mom. Next thing I know I'm at the hospital watching my mom run in and asking where he is and the doctors telling her that they're sorry and did everything they could, but that he had died from a massive heart attack. And I saw my mom hugging his body asking him to come back because she couldn't live without him."

I feel the tears running down my face before Cody catches them and kisses my forehead.

" In February of two-thousand and four me and Mama moved out and back into the apartments that I grew up in because Richard's kids treated her terrible. Well on March twenty-fourth a month before my eighth birthday my friend Jessica and I got off the bus and my mom wasn't there waiting on us like always, but Jesse's mom was. She told us to come to her mother-in-law's house with her. We went even though we were confused as to why my mom wasn't there and where she was. I was in Jesse's room playing for about an hour when her mom came in and told us to sit down because she needed to tell us something. We sat and eagerly waited with smiles on our faces. I took one look at Connie's face and my smile disappeared. She told us that Richard had had a massive heart attack and that God had decided to call him into His kingdom so that he could live with Him. Jesse instantly broke down crying and screaming, but I just sat there. Cody it was like I went numb because that's when I realized that I might've seen his death before it happened, but I still kinda thought that it was just a nightmare. It wasn't until I was older that Papa told me that before he died Richard told him to get Mama and that EMS had to revive him before putting him in the ambulance and that Mama had held him and said those things. When I was nine I had I similar dream about my Uncle Beau and when I was ten he died the same way he did in my dream and he wasn't found til almost a week later by his drugged up wife who had slept in the same bed with him that week while she was high, just like the dream. Same thing happened when I was thirteen except about Papa. And well you know how he died you're the one that told me. Now I'm having this dream about mine and Kelly's match. In it I win the title then everything blurs together then goes black accompanied by shooting and pounding pain in my head." I tell him

The slow circles on my back stop and I look at him and see more tears that match my own.

" Cody I think I'm going to die after that match." I say
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Hi everyone of my little lovely readers out there in the world, so I hope you all enjoyed this chapter and if your sceptical about physics or whatever I still hope you too enjoyed this chapter. Could you imagine seeing how you're going to die before it happened?). I love you guys.

Much love and God bless,
Katy❤