Love is In the Cosmos

25

Everything is pitch black, my entire body is numb, and worst of all everything is just so quite. I want to move, to speak, but no matter how hard I try it doesn't happen. I'm cold, so cold, not like winter weather cold, it's worse then that this is the kind of cold I imagine people feel when they're dying, or worse when they're already dead.

I have this funny feeling that that's not the case. Somehow I know that I'm. not. dead. No I don't know how I know this but I do. Despite evrything being dark, quite, nomb, and cold I just know that I'm still alive.

All of a sudden the numbness starts to fade then just as quick as it appeared it's gone all together. I can tell that someone is holding tightly onto my left hand, but with everything still being dark and silent to my dismay I can't tell who that person is.

To my utmost displeasure my ears start buzzing, then ringing, then popping like my head is full of thousands of popcorn knernels that are all bursting at once. Then suddenly I can hear again.

I can hear the annoying beeping of a heart monitor nearby, the faint chatter of some people somewhere close. I try to call to them, but to my disapproval unlike my other senses and abilities my speech is still M.I.A. along with my sight.

It's funny how my entire life I've selfishly taken something as simple as my sight and ability to verbalize for granite. I can feel a stray tear streak down my left cheek followed by someone wiping it away with their thumb. Judging by it's roughness I can tell that it belongs to a man. I feel myself smile. Then I try again to talk.

I attempt to move my lips to form words, but I can't. All I feel when I go to purse them is a cylinder type tube thing. Oh my God I'm on a ventilator. I go to pull at it with my right hand, but the person to my left grabs it pinning it.

To my pleasure my sight begins to come back. It's just blurry at first, but soon I can see the tiles on the ceiling clearly, and I quickly look to my left and my insides flutter at who I see.
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Cliffhanger....Oh how I hate them, but oh how I love writing them, but let's face it I haven't ended a chapter with one in a very long time. So there are offically only five chapters left if you don't count the epilogue that I plan on doing after chapter 30. So who do you lovies think has been by her side? What happened that put her in the hospital? Let me know in the comments, and most importantly hit that🌟.

Much love and God Bless,
Katy❤