his revenge...

hurt..

Ashlesha's pov..
When I reached at my cabin, I didn't waited for any longer and started gathering my things..
Ashlesha please listen to me.... they are talking shit about you.. you should answer them back if you will just cry and move out from here then it will prove their accusations...
Please ashlesha...
Mark was telling me again and again the thing which I understood completely but my body was not responding to anything...
No one ever has accused me of anything like this..
They said bad things about my character, about my upbringing, about the post which I have achieved on my own talent...
But it everything has gone I drain..
He has came back so that he can take his revenge from me it is crystal clear from his actions..
But I didnt knew that even his one move can damage so much about me..
I thought that I can survive through his cruel act but after getting such treamtment from my own friends and colleagues I dont think so I can do that..
Marks words, his plead is of no use right now ... because the whole scenario just made me deaf...
Even after his attempt to stop me I just left the place ...
It was my office, my office building..
But I never thought I will leave this place so unwillingly...
But its mandatory right now..
I left the office place and directly came my home..
The more should I say a house with the memories of my family ...
It was never home it would have become a home only when my parents would have been here with me..
But unfortunately they are not with me.. atleast right now...

I placed all my stuff on its right place..
And made my way to take a relaxing shower..

I was standing more then half and hour in shower.. but it never made me relaxed just like any other day.. instead today my mind went towards the memories which I share with that man..
Whom I used to love or should I say whom I love even now...
All this days being away from him doesnt really buried all the emotions I used to feel for him..
He is still their, very much alive in my heart, in my soul...
seeing him after years just made it worse...
The moment I saw him entering in the event with his inexplicable aura ...
The power, arrogance which I felt was not new he was always like this to the world but he was never arrogant or rude towards me ever in all those years..
Yeah he was mysterious but it was his own uniqueness which attracted me even that time and even now...
Something or should I say some part of him has changed..
He was always having powerful aura but still he never dared to talk to any other girl then me..
He was shy when it used to come with the matter of girls..
He would not easily used to talk to anyone....
Not interested in making new friends,
Or talking to new people so that we can learn something good from them..
He was always reserved, shy but today he was something else...
He gave a speech to whole company about what we should do so that our company can achieve a great success..
In time when we were together his thoughts always used to share with me only with me not even with his whole family or with any one else...
And now he is so easily telling people about his thoughts, he is expressing what he feels ....
I think he might have meet someone who is better then me who has made him a open up person..
Because I never mind his habbits of telling his thoughts only to me.. or being open up only infront of me..
Because I used to love him dearly and never wanted to change anything about him..
Him with someone else.. only this imagination made me feel so hurt that I could literally feel the pain in my chest.. but he deserves a chance to find someone better then me afterall I left him..
I left him in between everything ..
I left him alone to face the hard time of his life..
I left everything..

But now only memories are meant to be remember..
Memories of him...

Flashback...

I was crying like hell when one of my friend died because of leukemia..
I was all messed up.. then he came hugged me...
I was out of control.. but still his touch does a mesmerizing affect on me because of this I placed my head on his shoulder and sobbed loudly...

"I know its hard time for you.. but I just want to say she is in a better place now... I don't think so you would like to see her suffer more.."
With that he kissed my forehead..

"I ...I know b.. but she was really close to me.. I dont know how I will be able to live my life after her death...
The place where we went , were we used to hangout I wont be able to go there here after wards."..
I Couldn't help but cry hard..
"I havent done anything to save my friend"...

"Shhh princess..its not you.. you cant do anything in this case doctors tried their best, you tried what you can do for her, but now the thing which is needed to be happen it will happen no matter how much you try to stop it...
It is not in your hand..
And remember one thing its not place which reminds us of the person with whom we used to spend our time over there, its always the person who reminds us the places where we visited together..."
"Even if I will be dead ,or may be I m not there with you someday, you should not cry or you should not feel any bad.. you should always visit the places where we have spend our time together to remember the our memories..." "and promise me that you will really do what I have asked for.."

His words still echoed in my ears even after all this years...

And yeah I really visit all those places even after we separated..

But whats the use.. I deserve a punishment ...
A punishment for leaving him in the middle..
But only I know how much it hurts me to be away from him..
How much it has hurted me to leave him in middle of everything even that time...