his revenge...

dream or reality..

Ashlesha's pov
I was really mesmerized by the way his eyes are ... but soon I came back to my sense and a yell came out of my mouth when I thought what he is doing over here....
The moment I started yelling..
He kept his palm on my mouth so that I can shut up but I was still making sound ...

"Shut up orelse I will kiss you" he said and the moment he said that I stopped doing what I was doing before and stared at him with wide eyes..

"What must be the purpose for his visit, is he here for his revenge?"
The question was exploding my mind so many times that I closed my eyes tight when my head started paining badly...

He must have sensed something immediately he removed his palm and checked if I was having fever or not ?
The old anurag is still there inside him...
I instantly smiled at his behavior.. soon I received the same smile from him but the intensity was way much then mine... he was smiling like his old self... perfectly lined, white pearl teeth, his perfect jaw line, his thin lips his every facial feature expressed joy when he was smiling...
That is my anurag...
Who smiles like this without caring about his surrounding, without caring about future just being himself..
I wonder why he changed?
Soon I remembered the state in which we are ..
Me laying on bed and he is beside me laying and looking at me with his old smiling form...

Shit what he is doing here ? Did we slept together ? But I dont remember it, why ?
I immediately tried to seat up from my current position but he immediately held my my arm...
And pulled me towards him..
Because of the force my head landed on his chest and my body lined towards him ...
I could hear his heart beating fast but I dont think it is as fast as mine ..
In some other situation I would have felt romantic me sitting with him in our bed with this closeness.. but right now I am afraid what he is upto ?
How did he entered in my house?
I was about to ask him but when I tried to move up my head so that I can ask him I found him staring at me intently...
Oh god why he Is staring at me like this ? Is there is anything wrong with him?
I was about to make some distance inbetween us but he circled me in his arms...
And he leaned towards me I was afraid at what he will do the next but then he snuggled his head in my neck

Oh god what he is doing...
I was sweating profusely..what should I do ?

I need to do something orelse I will do something terrible and will regret about it for all my life already I m living in one regret which made my life hell now I dont want any other new regret...

"A...anurag I .. I .. can you please get away from me .... "
I know my nervousness will lead to shuttering...

But even after this he didnt moved even an inch away from me..

"Anu..anurag.."
I again tried to call him but he shushed me...

"Ssshhh call me anu as you used to call me."
He asked his voice was soft but still was demanding...

Now what should I do?
He is stubborn and I know that but I cant call him that its wrong ...
We are not together..
This closeness wont be good it will lead to something terrible and I dont want it...
I need to maintain myself and push him away from me as I have done it before in past years...

Now I cant be weak I need to do this.

" sorry sir, I cant call you by your name.. I sorry for calling you by your name before but right now I realised my mistake so please forgive me and please let me go..."
I tried to sound confident... I hope he will leave me now...