his revenge...

twist and turns

Ashlesha's pov...

I was running on road like a mad person tears running down my face..
I don't know where can I go now..
I don't know any other place where I can hide from him..
I have taken lots of effort to escape from his cage and to come over here ... And start a new life but he came back searching for me again..
Why can't he just leave me alone ...
Now what I will do..?
I don't even have enough money to run from this country to some other...
I don't know if my aunt will help me this time or not ..
There is really no one who will help me ...

I managed to reach my house but running all the way till over here wasn't easy I feel tired and dizzy......

I doNt know if it's safe to work in that same office with him..
may be he don't even want to work he has just brought all the shares so that he can take revenge on me but this time i don't see any escape from his hold, just the mere thought of facing him again brought tears in my eyes..
I needed someone to comfort me like my mom used to do whenever I used to cry in the past my mom used to place my head in her lap and the mere touch of her hands used to cause smoothing effects and i would immediately regain my calm self back ... Those memories and the feeling that I was all alone left out in such situation made me feel more miserable, tears still running down my face but now I was crying more hard then before...
Thats when my phone beeped it was a call..
I was afraid to even look at the screen who's call it might be ...
after gaining some courage I looked over the screen and it flashed my best friend's name..

I quickly received her call.
Hello ashu , you know the guy whom I used to date he proposed me today...
She said the moment I received her call.. I can sense her happiness.
What can I do I can't tell her about all this blunder.
She will be tensed..
"Oh good dear congratulations to you and your soon to be husband ..." I hardly managed to utter those words..
But she did suspected that something was wrong ...
And the next thing she asked me didn't really surprised me...
"Hey are you ok ? Why are you sounding so low ? Its like you are taking lot and lots of efforts to even utter those words...
I don't know why I feel that something is wroNg ? Where are you tell me I will come immediately over there"...

I dont know it was her concern for me or I just really needed someone by my side right now any of which can be the reason but the next thing I did was crying loudly on the phone there was no holding back..

" Hey please tell me where are you I m really tense what has really happened that you are crying like this ?" She again asked me..

This time I managed to hold back the sob and utter " home" ...

She quickly understood and told me to share my location so that she can reach over here as soon as possible..

I did what she said...
I don't know but somehow I slept on the sofa while crying ...
May be because of exhaustion..
I woke up when I heard knock at my door ...
May be swara is here ...
I quickly opened the door...
She was trying to catch her breath..
May be hearing me cry on the phone made her really tense that she came all the way running to my home ..

I quickly told her to come inside..
I made her sit on the sofa whereas I came to kitchen to take a glass of water for her ...

She immediately drink all of that in a one gulp... She quickly put the glass aside and made me sit beside her..

" Now without crying just tell me what has really happened, my heart is still beating fast because of your crying ..."
I can see that her concern for me was making her impatient..
But how can I tell her all of this and most importantly the part why I am running away from him that he has tried to force himself on me ..
I don't know how can i tell her that..

"I .. I don't think so I can say anything swara ." I replied her while she looked at me in disbelief..

"What are you talking about ? You were crying like hell on phone even right now you are not looking fine it's bugging me and it will keep bugging me until you will tell me the whole Truth.. and what are you afraid of I am your best friend from childhood don't you trusth me.. or you feel that if you will tell me the truth I will judge you based on that is this what you are thinking of then you are mistaken.." she said in firm voice ...

May be I have made her angry... I know she is my Best friend and she woNt ever judge me on what I am but still it was awkward for me but I can see that she was really concern may be I should open up my heart infront of her..

"Swara I meet anurag in our office today... but.."
Before I could say anything furthur she jump out of her seat..
May be she knows that he is a gangster..

"Oh god, you finally found your first love back in your life.. that's great isn't it .. is he changed ? Does he really love you even now? No you were crying does that mean he is been love with someone else ? Oh my god, he might be married to someone else.. oh so sorry I should have gussed it before by the way you were crying ..."

"Swara please listen to me, it's not what you are thinking...
Anurag is not the same person who he used to be.. he is not the person whom I have loved years before..
He is a gangster.. "
I paused to see swAra being frozen in spot after hearing this...

"What exactly are you talking about ?
How can he be a gangster..
He is our anurag, you must have mistaken... He don't even hurt anyone even if they have done something terribly wrong with me. Then how he can be a gangster...
I think you need to look more into this..
One second by any chance he has hurted you in any way ..."
She asked me

"I.. he .. swara he actually ..." I couldn't even frame the sentence...

"What exactly he has done to you ?" Tell me the truth..
She was looking at me straight expecting the answer ...

" Swara he actually tried to force himself on me.." with that I couldn't hold it anymore and I started crying ...

"Please don't cry.  I am sorry for asking I thought he tried to kill you or something like that but this is something which is more terrible then what I thought.. how can he do this to you ..."
She was trying to calm down me..

" Swara he didn't really did that but he did forced fully kissed me.. but I am afraid he will do something more terrible this time.. last time he said that I was the reason behind him being involved in mafia... I don't know how I am the reason up until now but I am scared... Last time I escaped from his cage with the help of my aunt but this time i don't know what I am going to do."

I told her..

" I think you should first see if he is really here to hurt you again or he genuinely want you back in his life ..
You should calm down yourself may be he is here to apologize for what he did last time .. why doNt you just wait for sometime I know its difficult you are scared right now because of what he did last time but I think you should wait for sometime ..
And if he tries to hurt you, please tell me I will help you to leave out of here" she said...

After that I tried to reason out my mind ..
Swara ordered some of my favorite food like pizza and some burrito..
We ate while chatting about her soon to be husband ...
Some how I convinced my mind to believe what swara said ... But my heart was unable to stay quiet it kept nagging me about him...
I tried to sleep and forget about him...

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Well sorry for not being able to update I was suffering some critical condition ..
After my brothers transplant I couldn't get enough of time to eat drink or have some sleep ..
And after few months ago I was having continues fever my doctor told me me blood tests it showed high esr value and it continued for few days after that but the fever was constant the esr value still not going any low first my  doctor said I must be having blood infection but then he said it can be a tumour .. which caused a huge issue at my home as everyone wasn't being able to recover from my brothers case then what kind of fate I was having ..
After a while I was still struggling with headache and fever issues .. but then I did mri of brain which was pretty much normal...
So here I am again writing...

Thank you for all the love care and support ..