his revenge...

Things Are Messed Up..

I was crying my eyes out because of the torture which I experienced just moments ago did really change everything about me..
Before this day I was confident that even when he is back in my life as my boss I can face him, I can endure his cruelty but now after what I have seen, what I have been going through this is not something which I have ever imagined will happen to me..
He being connected to underworld more over, he being the leader of all those gangs who does all wrong, illegal things which can make any ordinary people go insane.. I hated those people from the very start and the person whom I love is the leader of all those.. No I the person whom I used to love.. I don't love him now..
I know I left him alone and that was the biggest mistake I have ever done.. Yes I do need to suffer, yes I do need to have a punishment for that.. But what he is doing is more over then just punishment..
He is really digging nails in my wounds..
I don't understand why and how I am related for him being the leader of underworld..

And if this is the reality then he should just kill me for that.. Because I can't stand the fact that I can do something this terrible to someone..
Someone whom I used love more then myself, someone who was everything for me..

I never imagine by leaving him alone years ago would mess up everything..

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Anurag's pov..

After she asked me how she is the reason I was being connected to underworld I lost it.. I lost my patience..
I was trying to hold back what I was going to do but I couldn't after the recap of all this year's flashed through my eyes.. I could literally feel All those things are really being happening with me even now..
So many years have been passed but it is still so fresh and alive inside me that I still lose my calm when someone asks me how and what was the reason for it..

I quickly made my way to one of the bar I own in this city..
As soon as I made my way inside the bar everyone and everything went silent over there.. Although I do own many of the bars and pubs in this city I still never visited any of them but they still do know who is owner and I must say they all look terrified just my knowing about my presence over there.. This is what I want.. Fear..
The fear which I see in this people's eyes make me feel that I M the only one who holds power over them.. I can use them I can play with their lives and they can't even say any of the word against me.. Somehow the fear in their eyes their face with look full of vulnerable terrified made me more powerful.. I somehow I get happiness in this..

They all bowed down their head in respect and fear, no one said anything I made my way to one of the vip section and told what I want..

"SIR, I am Robin, manager of this club and bar. Do you want anything else sir? " he asked me...

" I want to be alone in this place.. I Do not want any other people over here.. I don't want to see even one single person moving over here so quickly do as I say.. "

I shouted and everyone starting making their way out of the bar.

I was drinking alcohol.. When all those past images started playing at the back of my mind..

I thought alcohol can make me forget the pain, my painful past but it only makes it worst.. It makes me remember everything instead..
How I am supposed to forget all those things..

Slowly I was all dragged towards all those memories..

The time when she left me I was totally depressed.. Her single decision affected me so much that it caused me major depression..
The feeling of helplessness, without any reason I was feeling sudden guilt..  Guilt that I might have done something terrible because of which she left me even after being with me for so many years..
The feeling of helplessness because I wasn't be able to do anything when she left me alone..
I was in such terrible condition that I lost my appetite to eat anything I lost many kilograms of my weight, I used to roam around like I am lost in the pool of people where no one is seem to be mine..
It was so much hard for me that I locked up myself in one room where there were no lights nothing just her photos were there and our memories and I used to cry literally I used to shout and even at the same time beg at her for accepting me again just by looking at her pitchers because she left me only with that..  She blocked me in her life entirely..  She closed each and every door for me..