his revenge...

Your Blessings Are Needed...

Hi guys..
I am sorry for not updating the stories.. I know you might think that I am selfish, rude or mean that even after seeing your so many comments, msgs to update I am still being ignorant..
But to be honest, I am not being ignorant it's just that my cricrumstances are really not good..

My own brother is a patient of chronic kidney disease from last 3 years..
From last 3 years he is on dialysis..
He has been gone through a lot from last 3 years..

I am in emotional and mental stress..
I need a urgent transplant so that his condition can improve but right now doctor says that he has blockage in his urinary tract.. They need to operate..
Or else they cant do any transplant..

I am broken.. All shattered..
Each and every time when he is in pain he asks me when this is going to be over and I always tell him that this is last time it will be soon over but my words always prove false to him..

It just breaks my heart to see him in so much pain.. Each and every time when they pierce the needles in his body for dialysis, each and every time when they do any kind of test which causes pain and agony to him I can literally feel my heart breaking into millions of pieces..

I have prayed to God each and every day each and every second but it seems like he is being ignorant towards us..

My brother who is innocent is facing a lot of trouble for living..

He can't do anything like the children of his age usually do..

Fuck it he even can't stand on his own we have to support him for his daily routine..

And I don't know why God is being so cruel to us..
He doesn't seem to show any mercy to us..

I don't know why I am even telling you all or posting my problem over here.. May be because I can't cry in front of my family and I have no one really left so that I can cry infront of them..

I just want you guys to give your Blessings and good wishes to my brother so that he can recover soon..

Thank you..