take my breath away

apology not accepted

Hi everyone, I'm so sorry for the late update. Schoolwork has been killing me :( I hope this chapter is a good read for y'all. I hope I will be able to update again sooner or later. Enjoy!!

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Obi-wan P.O.V

'Well Obi, you blew it.' he thought to himself, pacing in his chamber. He was not his normal calm and collected self; he was stressed and angry at himself for acting so rash. He had a good friendship with Y/N, and he let his feelings get ahead of himself and he ruined it. Or so he thought....

Your P.O.V

Obi-wan had left hours ago and you were still sitting there utterly shocked, with a slight smile on your face. The doctor had came in an hour ago telling you to pack your things and go back to your living quarters... but you were still so conflicted. You had no idea that Obi-wan thought of you like that..... your mind jumped to daydreams of the two of you seeing each other in secret, growing old together... but you had to stop. Your life belonged to the Jedi Order, you couldn't let your feelings control your life. You stood up and put on your Jedi robes with a sigh. You need to block out these feelings, no matter how happy and good they made you feel. Replaying the kiss in your head made your heart soar, but you knew that you couldn't let it happen again. 'Tomorrow on our mission to Kamino, we would have to talk.' you decided, and subconsciously nodded your head in agreement.  You took a deep breath before leaving the hospital ward and entering the real world. You decided to avoid the main part of the temple so you wouldn't run into Obi-wan. THAT would be awkward. Only time could heal this, and you hoped that tomorrow morning for the mission that things would be better. As you laid down in your bed for the first time in days, you couldn't help but replay all of the memories you and Obi-wan shared, hoping that things could one day go back to normal.  

-The next day-

You sat in the cockpit of your ship, waiting for Obi-wan to join you in his ship. R4 beeped happily in his little niche, while you twiddled your thumbs nervously. Then you felt a presence. HIS presence. You hopped out of your seat to meet him on the landing pad. You could tell he was nervous, and so were you. "Y/N...." he said. Hearing him say your name sent butterflies to your stomach. His locks of auburn hair framed his face so perfectly, and his blue eyes were striking. "Y/N, I'm so sorry about last night, I don't know what happened." said Obi-wan. "I hope that it doesn't get in the way of our mission today, and that we could go back to, before...." he hesitated. "It never happened." you smiled weakly. Obi-wan looked crestfallen, but he returned the smile. "Off to Kamino?" you said, putting your hand on the edge of the ship. He nodded and took his seat in the cockpit.

Obi-wan P.O.V

*Click*

The door to Jango Fett's apartment shut behind you and Y/N. "I have a strong feeling that this is the man behind Padme's assassination attempt.... I need to contact the Council." you said, checking to see if the corridor was empty. "What do you need me to do, Obi?" she said. She looked at you, determined to help. A smile teased at your lips. You forgot how much she wanted to help. She was truly a selfless person. I need you to take the ship and fly around the complex with R4, while I try to get Jango. If I can't take him down, I'll at least try to put a tracker on his ship. Got it?" he instructed, waiting for her confirmation. "Got it." she said, with worry in her eyes. You turned, ready to confront the bounty hunter. "Obi-wan?" you heard her mumble. You faced her from a distance. "Yes?" you questioned. "Stay safe." she said, looking at the ground. She looked at you and smiled a soft smile. You smiled, and nodded. You turned around and headed to the launch pad where Jango's ship was. 'Maybe she doesn't totally despise me after what happened..' he thought to himself. He reached the launch pad and saw Jango packing up the ship with his son. "Boba, get inside!!" you heard him yell. You ignited your lightsaber and took your stance as he started to fire blaster shots at you, which you deflected easily. Out of the corner of your eye you could see Y/N circling the complex slowly, which comforted you. Minutes later you found yourself attached to Jango's grappling hook on the roof. As he fell, you sensed a problem. "Oh, not good." you exclaimed. You plummeted towards the ocean quickly, but managed to swing the rope around a bar. and land on a platform just as Jango flew towards his ship. You ran through the corridors trying to find your way back to the pad. You found it just as his ship was taking off. You grabbed a homing device from your robe, and threw it at the ship with all your might, where it stuck onto the back of the hatch. You let out a sigh of relief, but you were a little disappointed that you couldn't manage to catch him. You were drenched from the rain and ready to leave just as Y/N landed the ship in front of you. She ran out of the hatch door towards you, shielding her face from the rain. "Obi!!" she exclaimed. "Are you ok?" she asked. You could sense her worry. You started limping towards the ship, and she grabbed your arm. "Are you sure we don't need to go to a hospital? Following Jango can wait.." she said. "Y/N, I'm fine. Don't worry about me. We need to find Jango and then report back to the council immediately. You fly, I need to rest."  You said, squeezing her hand to reassure her. She helped you onto the ship and took her seat in the cockpit. "Ready?" she smiled at you. You laid back and gave her a thumbs up. "Time to follow this bounty hunter." you heard her mumble as the ship left the ground. 

Your P.O.V

After an *eventful* trip through an unknown planet's asteroid belt, you landed the ship on a cliff a ways away from the weird smokestacks and civilization. "R4, try to reach the Jedi Council. We should send them a message telling them what happened." you said, getting out of the cockpit and walking over to where Obi-wan was. "You ok?" you asked, sitting across from his seat. "Yeah, just a little sore, that's all." he said, wiping his hair out of his face and sitting up. You knew that he hated being in a position of weakness. You turned around and grabbed a thermos from a compartment behind you. Obi-wan looked confused. "What is that?" he pondered. "Hot tea. It will make you feel better. We don't need you getting a cold." you said, smiling slightly. You gave him the thermos, and he took a cautious ship. He relaxed his face and took another. He smiled and handed it back to you. "Thanks, Y/N. Why you have tea with you, I won't ask" he said, standing up. R4 beeped at you, telling you that the hologram was ready. You started the hologram. All was going well, until huge bug-like creatures came out of nowhere. You both ignited your lightsabers and started to fight, but you both were quickly overpowered, as more bugs continued to show up. You both were taken to a chamber inside of one of the smokestacks, and put into separate forcefield/shield traps (you didn't know what they were). Count Dooku entered the room and had a long rant, trying to convince you both to join the Dark Side (which you ignored. Although Obi-wan did get a little heated). You were kind of zoned out, until you heard the words, "Send them to the arena." You froze up. Obi-wan looked at you and could sense how tense you were. Bug-guards got you out of the trap, and grabbed you by the arms. You were lost for words. "Y/N. Y/N!" you heard Obi-wan say, but it was distant to you. Everything was moving in slow motion. Obi-wan managed to break away from his guards and came over to you, grabbing your shoulders. "Y/N.... It's gonna be ok, we can make it through this... We will be fine-" he managed to say before being grabbed again. 

You were too young to die.

-An hour later-

You both stood in a chariot in a room adjacent to the arena. You were always taught to control your feelings, but you couldn't. You started to cry, and a look of pain came across Obi-wan's face. "Y/N, come here.." he said. You rested your head on his shoulder as tears rolled down your cheeks. It was over. "Don't cry, Y/N. We had a good run." he said, chuckling. "I'm sorry, Obi-wan." you said quietly. "No, I'm sorry. I made things the way they are, with what all happened the other night. I ruined our friendship.." he said, sighing. "No. I'm not accepting this apology." you said, looking at him sternly. "I was so surprised the other night Obi, I didn't know what to do. I had so much going on in my head. The truth is, I-I-I have feelings for you, Obi-wan." you finally got out. He looked at you surprised, but smiled. He leaned his forehead against yours and smiled. He reached up and caressed your chin. You blushed. "I do too." he whispered, before pressing his lips against yours. Your world was rocked. There was so much passion, love, and sadness, knowing that this was your first and last real kiss. Both of you had tears rolling down your cheeks, and felt the cart start to move. "I love you, Obi-wan Kenobi." you said. "He touched your hand and kissed you on the head. "I-I-I love you too. Y/F/N." he replied, his voice shaking. 

To be continued next chapter.....

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