My cousin's ex-boyfriend.

I love him and I think that he still loves me. But the situation didn't allow us to be together so the relationship we had seems to be a false relationship. A relationship that was full of lies, pretentions and broken promises. I still want to be with him. Hug him, kiss him. But all the time we are together the love that I feel for him was being replaced by so much pain, so much agony. So I guess I had to let him go. Even if it hurts. Even if it kills me.