Attempting Poetry

Last Words

My last words will be
How I'm so sorry
Not how I love you
How I regret trusting you
My last words will be
How I'm sorry for failing
I should've realized before
I couldn't killed myself sooner
My last words will be
How I'm sorry for the pain
You should've told me you didn't want me
I could've left with a bang
Now you're just expecting
To find me dead and hanging
My last words will be
How I'm sorry for expecting
You to love and protect me
I must've been naive
To think you were good at parenting
My last words will be
How I'm so fucking angry
All those times I reached out
Only to be shot down
Spilling words of depression
You make it seems like a sin
My last words will be
How you caused all of this
I wanted help, I told you!
Lies, lies, you kept chanting
Tonight I'll close my eyes
I hope you fucking cry