Attempting Poetry

I Know I'm Loved

I know I'm loved
Why don't I feel it
Lost broken lonely
I've had enough
Laying down in bed
I just want to rest
I want to give up, I must confess
I know I'm loved
It's not enough
I need hugs and head rubs
Reassuring words
All I get is a cold bed
I know I'm loved
They don't believe
I need help
They push it away
Not knowing the pain
Everyone keeps saying it'll be okay
I know I'm loved
So why am I sad
I can't shake this feeling
That this is it, I'm done
I smile for a while
To collapse about a mile
Feeling helpless
Lost, broken, lonely
Nobody does a thing
When I ask them to help me