We're Jack Johnson's Twin Sisters [UNDER EDITING]

40~ I'm sorry

•Jack G's Pov•

I just fucked up the thing I've dreamt of doing for ages.

Kissing Maddy.

The perfect feeling shot throughout my body the second her lips met mine, but sadness and almost a feeling of heartbreak hit me right after when she didn't kiss back. I didn't exactly expect her to kiss back, but the fact she didn't hurt me so much more.

I've known her practically my whole life, yet the eagerness to hold her, protect her and possibly love her radiated inside me. I mean I certainly loved Maddy like family, all those years growing up a lingering protectiveness existed towards the twins. Yet now it was as if those feelings hit overdrive, I yearned for more.

I didn't only want to love Maddy in the way friends do, everything inside my body wished for her. Was this wrong?

Even if this wasn't wrong something certainly was, I kissed Maddy while another boy seems to be in the picture, Matt. I don't know what's going on with them, all I do know is the thought of them together makes my heart strings twist.

However Maddy being happy was my highest agenda, whether it be with me or another guy. It was selfish of me to kiss her while she's probably already confused about her feelings.

Everything inside me seemed to be swelling, confused about what to do, upset at the thought of Maddy not returning my feelings and at the thought of hurting Maddy's feelings.

"I'm sorry Maddy." I spoke quickly, "I'm so sorry."

I moved quickly leaving the table we hid under, Maddy followed after me as if she was searching for answers. Although, she said nothing, just looked up at me. We stood face to face, our eyes lingering on each other. I opened my mouth to speak but the lump in my throat didn't allow noise. On that note I glanced at Maddy apologetically before walking away.

Maddy didn't follow me, that was probably best. I guess she needs me to be her brotherly friend more than romantic interest, and if that's what she wanted I was ready to accept that. Although I don't know if I could ever get over the feeling I experienced during that kiss.

•Maddy's Pov•

My head was spinning, my heart was pounding and my body was numb. I couldn't create answers as to how I was supposed to feel right now. My mind was jumbled with emotions, yet the one that matched most was confusion.

All the things I experienced throughout the short time span of being on this trip left me stuck.

I went on a date with Shawn, I had a great time, I even had a small short lived crush on him. I hung out with Riley, although we decided we were both better as friends. I went on a date with Matt, had one of the greatest times.

Matt, I like Matt. I know that for certain. Although recently he's been ignoring me and seems to be losing interest.

Gilinksy. Jack. A person I grew up with. Someone I know everything about, someone who knows everything about me. Jack, the person who has always been there for me, shared so many experiences with me and just created a new one by kissing me. My brothers best friend, hell my best friend. Did I like him? Is it wrong to like him?

As I watched Jack walk out of the pool area I couldn't help but frown, knowing I was now alone with my thoughts. I wanted so badly to have an explanation of what just happened from an outside opinion.

After Jack disappeared into the hotel lobby, I sunk down into a pool chair nearby. I was stunned, shocked and so very badly confused.

I didn't know what to do, I didn't know who to tell. I called the only person I knew that wouldn't be judgemental, Riley. My newfound good friend.

The second I heard his voice on the other line my voice broke. I decided to tell him everything my sobbing voice would let me, and hoped he was able to shine light on what to do.

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Well hi, I'm back after 1578753367 years.

I accidentally kinda only just downloaded this app again after getting a new phone.

I had to read my own story from start to finish to remember what happened throughout the storyline, yikes.

Anyways this is a chapter filled with heavy emotions but I thought I'd shine a light on the aftermath of the Giladdy(?) kiss.

Gillady?
Malinsky?
Mack? (even though that'd be her brother and her ship name as well *alexa plays sweet home Alabama*)
Jaddy? (")