Laf's POV"How bad do you think it is this time?" Hercules asks blankly. You see, Alexander loses people left and right. People just die on him all the time, it's left him scarred. "Mon amour... It's bad this time, it's really bad." I say, Thomas always promised to be there for Alexander, to not leave, to stay. "And knowing Alex, he'll blame it on himself." Hercules replies, to which I sigh. "Thomas was the one keeping Alexander stable, keeping him here. Alexander truly cared for him." I say, mourning the loss of my cousins myself, but I keep everyone away from my family life, so no one knew me and Thomas were related. "As much as I don't wanna say this, this death is going to destroy Alex." Hercules says sadly.
"Please don't get mad." I ask as Hercules's eyes widen and he remained silent. "Me and Musior Thomas hid from everyone that we were cousins." I say quietly as Hercules's jaw drops (A/N y'all gonna hate me for this next part) and he stands up, "I can't believe you'd hide something like this from me! I knew you never trusted me!" He spits, poison in his voice as I look at him with tears in my eyes, "Is this also the reason you never talk about your parents, because you don't trust me with knowing them?! Because I'm some sort of mistake to you?!" He screams as I bite my lip. "You're such a dick! Why don't you tell me things?! You hide anything from when you didn't know me from me! You're parents probably hate you to death because you're such a dick, and probably aren't proud of anything you do. We're over Laf." He screams as he storms out of the house and I let out a sob.
I've ruined everything. He's right. I think as I let out another sob and John walks out of Alex's room and looks at me, slowly walking over to me and hugging me. "mes parents sont morts! Ils m'ont laissé!" I screech through sobs, John holds me tighter, "I heard the whole thing, he's the dick." He whispers to me softly as I sob into his arm. If only he knew. I think as I screech. Me and Hercules had been together since high school, we barely ever fought.He was my,
Everything.
A/N!
Hello my babes! I'm so very sorry that I haven't updated, but I am goin through some cRiPpLiNg DePrEsSiOn right now.
I'm super sorry about how these first few chapters have been really sad and angsty, but I promise there is a reason it's that way!
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FanfictionAfter Thomas' sisters' death Thomas finally decided to give in to his depression and commit suicide. This is a story about Alex's experience. (Jamilton is engaged in this) ***TRIGGER WARNING*** Ohh boy children, lots of questionable topics in this...