Was I Enough? ~Jamilton~

Cozy.

JHON'S POV

Maybe it just ends here,

Gilbert sobbing in my arms as Hercules breaks his heart for not opening up.

Thomas dead, dying knowing that Alexander would find hm.

Alex broken from this death, not opening up either.

Then you have me.

The poor heartbroken gay guy.

Longing for another,

Praying for their touch,

And hiding it all.

But all of a sudden,

My mind goes back to reality.

I start thinking clearly and focus on Laf.

"Shh, It's going to be okay, okay?" I try to say as softly as possible as I cradle him in my arms, not understanding what he had screamed in French. He starts screaming something else in French that I don't understand as I try to comfort him. After a while I ask softly, "Are you okay? Can you try to speak English?" As he seems to be feeling better. He nods and says quietly, "I feel so horrible." And I shake my head slowly, "No, no. You did nothing wrong." I reply softly.  "Yes I did! He's so right about everything." Laf said as it hit me.

He's looking at the ceiling.

There's grief in his voice.

"Laf, what happened to your parents?"

Silence.

I picked him up and lay him down properly.

Putting a blanket over him.

Walking away.

I need answers.

But what's so wrong with a little distraction...?

A/N
Hello little dearies!
I'm so sorry this chapter is so short but there's a reason!
I'm starting another book!
This first book is mainly for experience and fun,
But I think that I've already learned a lot from this one already.
So,
It's time I stared another on top of this one.
I will obviously still be working in this one,
But this new book is gonna be fun!
I also want you guys to request the ship for the next book!
Comment what you want it to be, it has to have Alex in it tho :3
Also,
Would you guys want to see the alternative version of the last chapter?
Oh and the new book is still in the works.
Thank you guys so much for all the reads!
Remember to comment and vote!
It always motivates me!
Have an absolutely wonderful day!
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