Varnish Vigil: a love letter to nail polish

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All the other songs are

Much duller and the

Little rainbows the windows

Paint on the staircase

Are fading maybe

There are cotton balls

between my ears maybe

It's the acetone messing

With my brain he knows

That I need him more

Than I need music

He knows I like to

Wipe clean with each

New day, new color,

And the mirror in my

Bedroom reminds me

That I haven't cried in a

Whole year not really

Not the good kind that

Makes you feel like

The slate is clearing

Itself like the future

Is ready to be

Seized not in a whole

Year.

It's all fading

But you keep me

Breathing you keep me

Painting, painting

So I'll fill in the lines

A different color a day

Embrace the change

And forget that nothing

Nothing has really

Changed not in a

Long time I'll forget

That change is not a

Word in my mother's

Vocabulary is not

A choice I've ever

Had the chance to

Make is not a concept

I'm familiar with at

All except in the context

That nothing ever does

Nothing ever

does.

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